Puzzle pieces of a beautiful picture

Today is the 22nd of March 2010, so let's see what happen today....Yesterday night was AWFUL...after working night shift, reach home ard 11.30pm....then online for awhile so by the time I hit the hay it was ard 12 stg...put then I think I only fell asleep ard 2 stg cuz I'm sharing my room with my inconsiderate cousin who was busying chatting with his girlfriend VIA HP....so I've been listening to their ridiculous conversation for 2 hours....DAMN I hate couples (typical phrase from a single person)...neway today woke up at 5 am cuz need to fetch my INCONSIDERATE cousin to the LCC Terminal (he is goin to Shanghai)....so basically I only got less than 2 hours of sleep....Once reach the airport, have breakfast at McD (regret taking orange juice instead of coffee) then....after that drive straight to Aeon Bkt Tinggi cuz I'm workinh the morning shift today.....I was so damn tired today.....reach Aeon at 9 sharp, clock in then start workin edi....today was like any other day...until 2pm.....Haagen Dazs going to launch new menu this Thursday....so a lot of new Creation....and today at 2pm is the training for the new creation, and it was FUN....7 people squeeze in a small kitchen...trying to learn and do the new creation...the best part is......we are allowed to eat all our experimental creation...SO the training ends ard 3.30pm....for those that who is not on duty (ME, AIDA, Shuhada, Joe) are having an ice-cream party in the storeroom....but before we start the party....all of us are busy snapping pictures of our BEAUTIFUL creation.....so after that is the usual thing....neway i cant post the creation pic (due to the patent problem) but I'll start posting after the launching.......

To me... life is like a puzzle....every event every moment that happen in our life is like the puzzle pieces....the pictures, the colours of the pieces leads to another pieces like how all the moments in our life link to other moment...a sequence of event you may say....there are like millions of different pieces...some of them may be beautiful with fluffy pink with butterflies and some of them may be pitch black and dark....in spite of that...each and every pieces is important....the dark and creepy pieces are there to remind you how wonderful and warm are the fluffy pink pieces.....so the main motive in our life is too fight....fight against all odds to collect a single wonderful piece......

Lately I have been collecting a lot of dark pieces.....and the pieces are getting darker and darker....but then...suddenly I've collected a pieces that totally cut off the dark sequence.....the weird thing is....that puzzle wasn't really perfect...just a normal 'aozora' blue puzzle with a bit of dark spot but its very warm....a strange and confusing pieces that stops the dark sequence

For you I maybe just some random guy in the street, nothing special and nothing more than just a stranger, but for me you are not random at all. I still remember the first time I've met you. It's at the bank....coincidently we were sitting next to each other holding our que number like our lives depend on it while waiting for our number to appear on the tiny flat screen. We were sitting there for about half an hour then you lean over and talk to me for the first time, asking me for a favor which is letting you hitch together with me when my number are called, without much hesitation I said yes, and that is our first encounter. You may not remember it but that moment carved in my mind. From that day onwards I have been watching you, watching you buy bread and watching you hanging out with your family and everytime I saw your face, I felt like I'm having a cardiac arrest and my leg went weak becoz you are just too perfect. I may not know your name or anything about you but I hope that someday I will be given the chance to find it all out.

-Pazzo Mela-

Few days back.....I've attended a gathering....a gathering with an awesome friend and 10 stranger....considering the background of those people....people that really KNOWS me should know that how important that gathering is for me.....for the past few months....I have been changing myself....physically and mentally....working out....building my confidence and charisma....all for the wonderful things that I HOPE about to happen on July.....so this gathering is like a pop quiz....a very important pop quiz...I went all out...I've spent Rm 181.80 to prepare for that gathering and the result.....well reality always have a way of kicking my butt....I'm not saying that it was bad......just anti-climatic to say the least....my performance are not what I've expected....althought comparing with the 'me' last year...I've make a giant leap....but the Me that I am NOW.....my performance that day was....weak.....lets face it.....all of my friend never like me at first...I was never the guy that able to charm someone with first impression....heck my second impression wasn;t any better...but if people would just give me a chance...stick around...I might not be the best companion in the world.....but at the very least...I'm fun to hang out with........so.....that gathering have a very very great effect on me...that I got all EMO for 3 days....now I'm still in the healing process....damn....I need a booster for me to work harder

This is the list of things I want to do and the people involve before going for my studies

1) Hiking-GG's or Alford Trio
2) Redang Trip-GG's, or HC, or Alford Trio
3) Seafood Bonanza- GG's or HC
4) Shepherdoo -GG's
5) Cheese Fondue-Alford Trio
6) Haagen Dazs Fondue-Alford Trio
7) Bali Trip-HC,or Alford Trio
8) JOGOYA- HC
9) Manhattan Fishmarket/TGI- HC

-One day.....a man was walking on a hallway in a shopping complex...but his path was blocked by three ladies that is in deep discussion abt stg....so the man walk towards them and said
-"Excuse Me"
-one of the lady look at the guy and with the most Bitches expression that the man ever seen in his life....the lady actually smirk and continue her discussion with her friends
-so the man replied 'Oh nvrmind, thanks for your help BITCH'
-the 3 lady instantly turn their head and stared at the man...and the lady that gave the man a smirk said "Excuse Me"
-'Oh I said thanks for your help BITCH, OOps....why did I call you BITCH BITCH, DAMN i did it again BITCH......Shit....well I understand now....its not my fault that I call you BITCH BITCH.....blame yourself for looking like a BITCH BITCH' the man gave them the most sarcastic smile and walk away leaving the ladies dumbfounded with their chin drop to their oversize breast

1st Kill

-Jason Lim
-Louis
-Hafiz
-Shamsudin
-Danny
-and now DAVID.....

damn kuroi-ouji...kill me now

2nd kill

Damn it....stop playing the same song over and over again....Wonder girl Nobody are driving me nuts....so stop playing again

This is it....this is the final draft

1st Choice- Bacelor Komunikasi- UPM
2nd Choice- Sarjana Muda Komunikasi dengan Kepujian- UUM
3rd Choice- Bacelor Sains (Kepujian)-Major Matematik- UPM
4th Choice- Sains (Matematik)- UM
5th Choice- Sains (Matematik)- UTM
6th Choice- Bacelor Sains (Pembangunan Manusia dan Pengurusan)- UPM
7th Choice- Bacelor Sains (Pembangunan Manusia dan Teknologi Maklumat)- UPM
8th Choice-nBAcelor Sastera (Kesusasteraan Inggeris)- UPM

3.25.....yes I have to be honest....I was kind of depressed when I saw that my PA got C+, i didn't expect I'll get A or A- but definitely not C+, but after I calculate my CGPA...it turns out to be 3.25...well it doesn't matter anymore...cuz its 3.25 for christ sake I thought I'm sure about to get Mass Comm at UPM....but then.....on mon....went to Mr. Chan's blog and see the statistic for last year UPM and other U's admission requirement....and I saw that last year min requirement for mas comm is 3.45....I was stunt....literally stunt and I think my brain went temporary shut down.....CRAP....I cant believe my dream could just crash in less than a minute.....for those who knows me well should know how important Mass Comm is to me.....I've never seen myself in the future as a guy that sits in his cubicle doing the same routine over and over....I've always see myself as a guy that works in a magazine....writing articles getting materials that can make people laugh and change their prospective of life a little....shed a few lights...or I've see myself working in an event planning company....planning events and have a hectic day running here and there to make an awesome event......but everything just crack right in front of me....but I still have hope...I surf through singapore University with hope that they might accept me....then check through the min requirement and BAM....MUET must at least 200 but I'm only 195...two strikes within an hour.....damn....I feel like a failure....and I'm not going to blame the universe this time....heck I'm not blaming the universe for anything anymore....cuz considering the way I live my life....the universe are very kind to me....cuz a lot worse could happen.....neway.....let face it....I'm the one to blame.....for not work harder during the one and a half year....being all cocky and not take tuition for bio and pa....for not being discipline enough and fooling around......and also because of my stupid ego that stop me from retaking MUET......195 band 4 is not me....I can do better.....damn...in these 1 and a half year I have take things for granted....damn can't imagine how bad I feel right now....all I can do is just fill in the application and just hope for the best