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Saturday, June 27, 2009

Micheal Jackson

On Fri...the news abt Micheal Jackson's Death spread throughout the world......and then all those hypocrite and all those so called 'fans' start showing up.....people are like saying...."his death is a major lost for the music industry"....."the major lost of the soul of all American artist".....or with obvious exaggeration "feels like apart of us have disappear with him" ok...let me say this.....to those who are really really really his fans that listen to his song and was completely touch by it.....those maybe how you really feel......but for those fakers that have never heard one of his song or his song never touch your heart...pleaselah....don't say those thing because it is an insult to the real fans and also to MJ himself......and now all those fakers start purchasing his album as if they are his loyal fans...if you are really a fan....you should have bought it before he died...and not now...you people are just following the trend.....for me....I never really know MJ....all I know is that he is a very talented musician that in some way....love plastic surgery..I don't feel sad when I heard the news....and I wouldn't say that his death is a major lost for the music industry or apart of me disappear with him....because...I only listen to two of his song...'Beat it' and 'You are not Alone'...without a doubt both songs are good.....but they didn't touch my heart like how 'Jimmy Eat World', 'Vega4' or 'The Fray' did.....so I don't have the right, and it's not my place to say that MJ death is a major lost for the music industry......and I wouldn't say it because it will be a major disrespect for MJ and also to his beloved friends, families and fans.....that truly have been touched by his music.....

P.S-I am not criticising any person or any company in particular...I am just pointing out my opinion about this event.

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Tragedy

Tragedy happens, What are you gonna do?..Give up?...Quit?...NO....I
realised now that when your heart beaks you need to fight like hell to make sure
that you still alive...cuz you are, and that pain you feel is life. The confusion and
fear that's there to remind you that somewhere out there, there's something
better and that something is worth fighting for
-Anonymous-

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Wednesday, June 24, 2009

My Progress

Lets recap about how extraordinary I want to be;

My way of being extraordinary:
Be a better man
Be a very well mannered person
Be a person that sure of what he want
Be a person that dare to voice out his opinion and his thought
Be a person that is totally confident of himself
Be a person that able to take care of other people
Be a person that able to protect others from the darkness within
Be a person that able to make other people smile
Be a person that is true to himself
Be an independant person
Be a person that people look up to
Be a person that will not choke and able to come up a solution when there's trouble
Be a person that had an adventure
Be a person that have millions of stories
Be a person that able to inspired others
Be a person that know what to say when things gone bad
Be a person that able to change the others
Be a person that waiting for being change
Be a person that have done something big
Be a person that able to find his place in life
Be a person that finally able to win against the darkness within
Be a person that doest care what others think about him
Be a person that can smile when everything goes wrong
Be a person that love someone and being love at the same time
Be a EXTRAORDINARY person

SO FAR.....I achieved.........none

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Sunday, June 21, 2009

Am I a Scorpio?

Few days back I read an article...about the characteristic of Scorpio guy......according to the article, I'm suppose to be a guy that is full of mystery that no one can fully understand me, I'm a person that know what he wants and what he don't want...and that I'm a quiet person that talks when I'm suppose to.......(when I read this part...the first person that came into my mind is TWK). Aside the whole mystery part...the others are completely a load of crap.....I'm a quiet person.....seriously....it is a complete joke....and then the part about me that always knows what I want...that is ridiculous....that is so not me....I don't really know what I want....I am spending all my time trying to figure that out. I'm weak that easily influence by the others. Right now....I'm in my nineteen....and I'm trying my best and fighting like hell....to make all my puzzle pieces to be beautiful....putting those puzzle together and hope that the final picture is something great......To tell you the truth......day by day I'm busting my ass to be extraordinary...to be someone that stand out among the others...to be someone that did something great so that people will remember me by that....and not be forgotten...but no matter how hard I try.....I still feel that I'm insignificant.....You guys are probably thinking..."Dude you think too much"..... perhaps you are right.....maybe I AM thinking too much....when I tell people that I want to do mass comm...their respond would definitely be 'WHAT ARE YOU DOIN IN BIO CLASS'......SERIOUSLY I ask myself that question too...I wanted to do mass comm then I should be in art stream and I don't have to work so hard......let me tell you a secret.....actually before deciding to do mass comm...I actually though of becoming a surgeon...a trauma surgeon...because I Really like those medical term....'Craniotomy'......'V-fib'.....'laceration'....'cardiac arrest' all these words sound so cool and also the adrenaline rush I get when I'm doin a case (during St. John) although the cse is very minor and not really being handle by me but...the whole time I was there...the excitement and all the adrenaline running through my bloodstream...the feeling is so so so good....but I know that I dont have what it takes to be a surgeon... because I'm not hardworking, I dont have the skill and brain....and i don't do well under pressure.......and the only way for me to get that feeling again is through mass comm.....when managing an event.......After reading all this....Do I sound like a guy that know what he wants?

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Saturday, June 20, 2009

June 2009

This month so far is a hell of a month.....and I meant it in a good way.....on the first day of the two weeks holiday right after the horrible mid-term exam.......I went to Sunway Pyramid with Alford and we spend like two hours talking at Kim Gary and at also I met Angeline hahahhah when I saw her....my impulses started to kicks in....we were like a metre apart and she was crowded by her friend and I was pointing at here and shout Angeline.....and when she did the same thing too hahahahaha gosh we are crazy man.....and then on the 12th is Alford's Loreal modelling competition thingy at Zouk..but I miss it...haiz...anyway...Alford althought u didnt win but to me you will always be the winner BWUAHAHAHAHAHAHAH......then on the 13th I went to the ACS LIAN YI HUI and I have a fun....I was so happy when I saw kiwi.....and I got all HIGH during Kiwi's sketch......especially when is Linda's que......hahahahahah (Linda I catch ur embarressing moment on video)......then after the holiday....the orientation week for the lower 6 bwuahahahahah I am not goin on with the detail but I'm going to talk about the ending...because it is the BEST ending for the OW....ALL SENIORS GOT SO HIGH WHEN THE LOWER 6 PERFORM.......moment like when we BOOO those junior....when Heng Chuan went up on stage and back us up......and many more....and the slide show is undescribable. Neway the Lian YI and the Ending of OW make me realise that how YOUTH can be such an important think on live that we sometimes just let it slip away.....and it also make me realised that how much I want to do MASS COMM

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pUrE

A feeling, a word, caused by an act from the past, haunted by it everyday........What is it?

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Friday, June 12, 2009

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