Puzzle pieces of a beautiful picture
Sunday, September 21, 2008
Be Extraordinary
My way of being extraordinary:
- Be a better man
- Be a very well mannered person
- Be a person that sure of what he want
- Be a person that dare to voice out his opinion and his thought
- Be a person that is totally confident of himself
- Be a person that able to take care of other people
- Be a person that able to protect others from the darkness within
- Be a person that able to make other people smile
- Be a person that is true to himself
- Be an independant person
- Be a person that people look up to
- Be a person that will not choke and able to come up a solution when there's trouble
- Be a person that had an adventure
- Be a person that have millions of stories
- Be a person that able to inspired others
- Be a person that know what to say when things gone bad
- Be a person that able to change the others
- Be a person that waiting for being change
- Be a person that have done something big
- Be a person that able to find his place in life
- Be a person that finally able to win against the darkness within
- Be a person that doest care what others think about him
- Be a person that can smile when everything goes wrong
- Be a person that love someone and being love at the same time
- Be a EXTRAORDINARY person
Thursday, September 18, 2008
A forgotten journal
Today, I suddenly have the feeling to clean up my room...while in the process I found something...a journal...a journal that I totally forgotten that I have wrote. It is a forgotten journal
'I wake up in the morning, knowing that things will no be the same freaks me out, knowing that those people that I care about will not be in the same school with me, knowing that my life there is going to be different. No more the brat that kept bossing me around, no more the bitch that I must talk to, no more the cute, adorable guy that made me want to pinch his face, and no more the kid that made my heart beat so fast. It’s ironic, very ironic I still remember that I hate going to school and can’t wait to get the hell out of that pitiful gruesome hell mouth, but now I miss the damn fucking hell mouth that I abhor. Well as they say that you will not appreciate until the time when you lose it.'
November 28th, 2007
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
Having Fun
Last Saturday Ee lin ask me out..the crazy gang are goin to mamak...i was shock at first...reli shock...it is not holiday how come ee lin can come out...but then it all clears up when ee lin tell me the destination....mamak opposite ACS haiz....lagi that day ACS hav the mid autumn thingy...anyway I went there early because I want to go ACS and meet Kiwi...haiz I was a little disappointed because kiwi was not really....interested in meeting me well anyway the crazy gang had a blast although only...me, ee lin, joyce, debbie, nying sher and lily went but still we have fun....at the mamak...Nying Sher suddenly go shock sendiri...she was staring at her cup while playing with the ice...and suddenly she shout 'Yes, Lee Hom's new album is coming out' hahaha the rest laugh like hell.....then when its time to go back...Joyce and Nying Sher did something crazy...as usual...I was fetching ee lin ad those two back home...and Joyce said she need to go 7 11 to buy reload card...so i take her to a 7 11...nying sher follow her to the 7 11 and when they came out of it...they were laughing furiously...and when they climbed into my car..they throw a box of condom at me...OMG...ya a condom....Joyce actually spend 28 bugs on it...and they were like open the box and throw the three condom everywhere in the car...and whats more, when I ask Nying Sher why they bought a condom....and she said 'it is right beside the counter'....yap i noe...speechless.
Missing Them
'Most of our life is a series of images. They past us by, like towns on the highway but sometimes, the moment stun us than it happens, but we know from the instant, is more than fleeting image. We know that this moment every part of it, live on forever'
Lucas Scott, One Tree Hill
I had read this passage a lot of time, but everytime I read... I cant feel anything...not even a bit of emotion. But now after NS, after knowing Alford and the others...I read this passage again and I definitely felt the magic...I finally understand the meaning of this passage.
Gosh how much I miss them. I miss Alford's company, Keik Wee's innocent and craziness, Melvin's kindness and sweet smile, Kian Fei's dullness, Chee Kians cuteness, Seh Kiat's present, Wai Choong's warm protection, Gerry's idiotic expression, Kong Sime's holiness, Jye Haur's jerkiness, Taufik and Nick's Otakuness, Caren's straightforward attitude, Shan Mei's laughter, talking to Hui Sin, Lih Jia and Shen Lee's, being around Lian Chin, crapping with Qiao Yan, messing up Ellen's hair, making Yi min and Bao Yue laugh, hearing Miki complaining, finishing Mun mun's word....I miss them...
