Puzzle pieces of a beautiful picture
Saturday, May 30, 2009
I'm Stupid
I would say that I am the most stupid person that ever exist in this world......all those feelings that I have.....all those emotion I'm going through.....all those crap are just me.....I am the only one who feeling it and I'm the only one give a crap
Friday, May 29, 2009
Where will we go?
There's a question that have always been in our mind, where will we go after we died?.....Christian said that we either go to heaven or hell.....Buddhist view is that we will go through the '6 path' and reincarnate........so actually where will we really go to if we died.......To speak scientifically, heaven and hell and the reincarnation thing seems like a fiction.....but we still believe it....we still believe that after we die.....we are goin to heaven or hell eventhough it is not scientifically proven......but we still believe it or else we might go nuts.....imagine that there are no such thing as heaven and hell and the reincarnate thing....and after we died.....thats it...thats the end...all those journey you have just end like that......like you ar goin to a long sleep...you cant think, you cant dream, you cant see, you cant even feel your body.....as if the feeling of your existance disappear..........its scary......reli reli scary....it is so scary that we rather believe that the presence of heaven.....or even becoe a ghost because at the very least....we know that our ourney notend just like that
Sunday, May 24, 2009
Grey's Anatomy Season 5 Finale
OKAY....SEASON 5 FINALE....a total heartbreaker man.......it divide to two part like the past season finale......the first part is not really the climax part.....Izzie is having dilemma whether she should take the surgery that could take away the cancer on her brain but have a high chance of losing all her memory....and then blah blah blah....neway....the first part is not teh climax...the second part is......I can't tell you the detail because I'm so high right now......you have to watch it yourself...so Ill just give you people a heads up....Mer and Derek got married....Owen and Cristina back together, Lexie and Mcsteamy are giving each other a cold shoulder because Lexie turn down Mcsteamy for asking her to live with her.....and then Bailey got divorced...and another thing......GEORGE OMALLEY...THE 007 join the army....neway...when george told bailey....OMG that is the most funniest scene....especially when Bailey Yells....hahaha YOU GOTTA LOVE HER....neway...the climax....still remember that a couple of months ago...rumours are flying that they are going to cut out George and Izzie of the show....and NOW.....the rumors might be true......IZZIE...she decided to take the surgery and sign the DNR (Do Not Resuscitate) and the very moment that she regain her memory after the surgery, when Alex was hugging her...she suffer from hyperkalemia.....Cristina, the Chief and Bailey was there.....and they were like waiting and do nothing...becuz Izzie sign the DNR...but Alex kept doin CPR...then few intense minutes later...the Chief yells 'Screw the DNR' and they start rescuing her and Alex was weeping at the side watching them.
George....he was involve in a car accident that...she savesd a girl from being hit y a truck and was drag by the truck for dunnoe how many blocks...and causes him multiple injuries and his facial bone fracture that causes him to be inrecognisable.....and everybody calling him John Doe......its irony actually becuz there's a scene that Owen Callie Mer was treating George (tehy still dunnoe is him) and the suddenly Bailey barged in and start yelling at Owen for making George join the army...and there were constant yelling of george names and none of them realised that the john doe that they are treating GEORGE....then his identity was discovered at the very very very nd of the episode when Mer was alone with him....george wrote 007 in Mer's hand...thats why she noes....and she was so stunned and she ran to Derek, Owen and Callie to tell them and at the exact moment.....George hearts stop beating and they rush him to surgery.......
The end of the episode is sad too....Izzie was wearing the prom dress that she wore when denny died...and she too was taking the lift...but when the lift open......George is right in front of her wearing an army uniform.......
The morale of the episode....Life is short and unexpected....say whatever want to say while you still can.....life is unpredictable....like george....one day he was walking on the street and the next he was fighting to stay alive.
George....he was involve in a car accident that...she savesd a girl from being hit y a truck and was drag by the truck for dunnoe how many blocks...and causes him multiple injuries and his facial bone fracture that causes him to be inrecognisable.....and everybody calling him John Doe......its irony actually becuz there's a scene that Owen Callie Mer was treating George (tehy still dunnoe is him) and the suddenly Bailey barged in and start yelling at Owen for making George join the army...and there were constant yelling of george names and none of them realised that the john doe that they are treating GEORGE....then his identity was discovered at the very very very nd of the episode when Mer was alone with him....george wrote 007 in Mer's hand...thats why she noes....and she was so stunned and she ran to Derek, Owen and Callie to tell them and at the exact moment.....George hearts stop beating and they rush him to surgery.......
The end of the episode is sad too....Izzie was wearing the prom dress that she wore when denny died...and she too was taking the lift...but when the lift open......George is right in front of her wearing an army uniform.......
The morale of the episode....Life is short and unexpected....say whatever want to say while you still can.....life is unpredictable....like george....one day he was walking on the street and the next he was fighting to stay alive.
Friday, May 22, 2009
Life is beautiful
After 'Hear You Me' by "Jimmy Eat World' I have found another song that really makes me feels good when I'm feeling sad....when I'm in my dark place.......'Life is Beautiful' by 'Vega 4'......I first come across with this song at Grey's Anatomy...which episode that I've forgotten anyway.......and don;t how to explain this...but this song is great....the music and the lyric....its good no its GREAT
Lyrics
life is beautiful
we live until we die
when you run into my arms
we steal a perfect moment
Let the monsters see you smile (I'm not sure about this one)
let them see you smile
and do i hold you too tightly
when will the hurt kick in
life is beautiful
but it's complicated
we barely make it
we don't need to understand
there are miracles
miracles
your life is beautiful
our hearts they beat and break
when you run away from harm
will you run back into my arms
like you did when you were young
will you come back to me
and i will hold you tightly
when the hurting kicks in
life is beautiful
but it's complicated
we barely make it
we don't need to understand
there are miracles
miracles
stand where you are
we let all these moments pass us by
it's amazing where i'm standing
there's a lot left we can give
this is ours just for a moment
there's a lot left we can give
it's amazing where i'm standing
there's a lot left we can give
this is ours just for a moment
there's a lot left we can give
Lyrics
life is beautiful
we live until we die
when you run into my arms
we steal a perfect moment
Let the monsters see you smile (I'm not sure about this one)
let them see you smile
and do i hold you too tightly
when will the hurt kick in
life is beautiful
but it's complicated
we barely make it
we don't need to understand
there are miracles
miracles
your life is beautiful
our hearts they beat and break
when you run away from harm
will you run back into my arms
like you did when you were young
will you come back to me
and i will hold you tightly
when the hurting kicks in
life is beautiful
but it's complicated
we barely make it
we don't need to understand
there are miracles
miracles
stand where you are
we let all these moments pass us by
it's amazing where i'm standing
there's a lot left we can give
this is ours just for a moment
there's a lot left we can give
it's amazing where i'm standing
there's a lot left we can give
this is ours just for a moment
there's a lot left we can give
Random
Hey people.....I'm so screwed man.....by the way this is just a random post cuz I'm reli bored right now....I'm so screwed man....this week is my mid term exam and I am not doing my very best....haiz....I'm so not going to get a good result and who's fault is that....is my damn bloody fault of course.......didn't study early early and keep playing and fooling around......and during the exam week I' still procrastinating, playing pc...idling and doing crap haiz.........but nevermindlah.....what done is done "May this exam be a motivation for me to strive harder" hahahahahaha neway....today fri....no exam....only 2 class have paper today...so no one went to school today including me bwuahahahahahaa hey don't judge me....who would go to school hahahaha....by the way a day off...definitely is a time for some R & R to prepare for next week...the final examination week WOOOT WOOOT neway....my R & R...woke up around 9.30 am.....the most late that I've ever woken up....then sitting on the sofa and do nothing......check the net......found out that today at 11.20am cinema showing Monster Vs Alien....so pick up my car key and BROOOM there I go...manatau reach there edi oni found out that...the show actually start 11.20PM not AM....I made a mistake haiz....nevermind loh....then I ask that lady wat is showing now...then she told me Battle for Terra...so I bought the ticket and a popcorn (my breakfast) then reached ROOM 8.....when in there and I was SHOCKED...NONO...DUMBFOUNDED because I was freaking alone.....the ENTIRE ROOM....THAT PARTICULAR MOVIE.........THERE ARE ONLY JUST ONE AUDIENCE....ADN THATS ME.....COOLLLLLNESSSS man I am so freaking relax....I put my legs up on the seat infront of me....put my popcorn at the seat beside me....Bwuahahahaha I OWN THE PLACE....but I am so stupid to not take a picture of it haiz.......so thats all for my post today
Saturday, May 2, 2009
Reunion
I never realy understand....when Ueki was given the blank talent....he choose the talent to reunite with friends.....i don't get it...you have given a chance to gain a talent of your choice like running, smart, fly and stuff like that...but he chose a talent to reunite with friends.....I mean what the hell is he thinking.....but then I truly understand now......few days ago I met an old friend of mine Chee Kian twice in a week....wow believe me when I say this...the feeling of meeting him is excellent.....
I went to KP last saturday right after my MUET exam.....to watch Fish Leung kononnya....anyway....Chee Kian was working at there too.....and when he saw me.....his cute facial expression and his smile....gosh....I miss that so much.....and the second time is on wednesday at Aeon BKT TINGGI.....and again his cute facial expression and smile.....haiz.......after that day....I can't stop smilling....I never thought that meeting n old friend would cause such an impact on me.
Damn....that got me fuzzy and pink all of the sudden and wish that I can see Keik wee, Kian fei, Seh Kiat, Melvin, Caren, Taufik, Tan Sri, Wai Chong, Miki, Mun Mun, Ellen, Shen Lee, Hui Sin, Lih Jia, and Yi min.....Alford? well who cares abt him...he always come and kacau me all the time haiz......hahahahahaha
I went to KP last saturday right after my MUET exam.....to watch Fish Leung kononnya....anyway....Chee Kian was working at there too.....and when he saw me.....his cute facial expression and his smile....gosh....I miss that so much.....and the second time is on wednesday at Aeon BKT TINGGI.....and again his cute facial expression and smile.....haiz.......after that day....I can't stop smilling....I never thought that meeting n old friend would cause such an impact on me.
Damn....that got me fuzzy and pink all of the sudden and wish that I can see Keik wee, Kian fei, Seh Kiat, Melvin, Caren, Taufik, Tan Sri, Wai Chong, Miki, Mun Mun, Ellen, Shen Lee, Hui Sin, Lih Jia, and Yi min.....Alford? well who cares abt him...he always come and kacau me all the time haiz......hahahahahaha
Friday, May 1, 2009
What is your name?
Don't ask me how do i do and please don't ask me what do I feel cuz.....I'm not even sure myself.....I'm mad, sad, secluded, weird, abandon, ignored, annoyed and invincible all at the same time. I'm not in my dark place.....its worst than being in my dark place......becuz....if I am in my dark place.....at the very least....I still able to name it.....but now...this feeling that I have....I can't even name it......I have no idea what is it........Dammit What is your name?
