Puzzle pieces of a beautiful picture
Thursday, April 30, 2009
Greatest Fear
Day by day I afraid that the next time we met....all i get is just a nod and then walkaway.......
HEY PEOPLE
HEY PEOPLE.....this blog.......will be on hiatus for a while due to the upcoming exam.......but I will still post emo post hahahahaha
I believe
I myself is not really a religious person....its not that I don't believe them its just I believe that......everything happen for a reason......i believe that life is like a game and fate will always be the winner.......I believe that all human in this world are fighting a losing battle with the darkness within call 'ALONE' and I believe in karma......
Sunday, April 19, 2009
Stress
DAMMIT my head is exploding....blood is gushing out.....and all the brain juice are splatter all around....both of my arms forcefully torn apart....and my stomach burst open and all my intestine start flying here and there.....my eyes pop out of my head and my heart implode........people.....don worry I am not crazy....this is just one of them symptoms of overly stress...hallucination and constant blabbering of stuff that doesn't really make sense.........haiz....damn stress lately.....people are expecting something from me.....Pn. Ang...kept telling me that she expect me to get 4 A's....and so did Pn. Mashitah.....haiz......and Pn Zaleha, Pn. Noor fatihah was worrying about me becoz...my marks went down....I hate to let Pn Shahniza down.....and damn it I was barely surviving in math and chemy....darn it darn it darn it....math chemy and bio test are starting next week and I am seriously not ready.....my trigo is inconsistent and my 3d problems is goin down the drain....ionic equilibrium is driving me nuts......and don even get me started about bio........I'M DOOOOOOOMMMMMMMM.....haiz...what worse is that I can't concentrate.......i need a study place STAT.....I mean i need a comfy place with no distraction and NO PC............darn it......right now I'm so pissed at myself.....for not work harder......and I cat wait for the lower six to come.....once they enter school....I'm gonna throw my els thing and koperasi thing to them and then I can't fully concentrate on my studies....DAMMMMMMMNNNNNN
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Fate
The Threads of Fate.....if it is there...no matter how hard you try to break it....it will still be there...however if its not there..no matter how hard you try...it is still not going to be there
Friday, April 10, 2009
Shrouded By Mist Case 2
That day was the most happiest day of my life.....I was so happy I cant sleep that night...my blood and my brain is overly pumped with adrenaline.....and the day after that...I was still very very very very happy....but after awhile.....those happiness seems so sureal.....its like an illusion that the 'someone' made to freaking trick me....everything seems like an illusion
Shrouded By Mist Case 1
' Are you truly happy in all those happy moment you have? Are they just a simple illusion?'
That day, I asked myself.....am I really happy?...because.....I mean....its weird....is not like usual...Are you reli happy?...I have no idea.....I don't dare to believe my intuition and when I look at the pic....I felt nothing....i doesn't do what it suppose to do....the pic seems like an illusion.... I was shrouded by mist.....can't see anything ahead.....everything is unclear......I don dare to move.
