Puzzle pieces of a beautiful picture

Haiz

2011-04-16T07:34:00.000-07:00

I don't get it, seriously don't get it, why everyone have to blame me, always blame my emotion, I know I'm wrong but don't blame everything on me lah, I'm not that unreasonable, I'm not that stubborn ok, it works both way, ok, seriously why have to blame me on everything.

A day to remember

2010-09-24T06:54:00.000-07:00

Gabriel Ng Chee Kar, today 24th September 2010...you must not forget about today because today, Rexy massage you and bought you a drink and teh yee sing both yopu a fruit cocktail and ate the strawberry that you feed it to him.......do not forget about today

ahhhh...the pain

2010-09-02T07:59:00.000-07:00

Starting from today, 2nd of September 2010,its been 2 months since I'm here in UUM...today will be the beginning of mid em break, and today people are leaving back to their home. Today Im kinda dull actually because I come to enjoy this place, and seeing these people leaving this place and not seeing them for 2 weeks just kinda makes me a little sad. Really miss those dota match with wei chang, tuck joon, choon hoe, lun heng, and wenn hui, misses 7.9 activities and peeps, hwai loke, chee keong, ah pong, thung hui, cling and ah sun. Misses those people I care about, Han Choong, Amanda, Chan Hui, Jeng yi, and Rui yi. Last and for most missing 2 tou fu, Rexy and Yee Sing...especially yee sing.....I'm so going to miss that fellow man....TEH YEE SINGGGGGG YOU IDIOT..........then today have dinner at kachi mall....its weird reli weird man.....kachi mall used to be full with people but today is just so so so damn quiet......its weird actually that I'm feeling all this kind of crap

7.9

2010-08-20T03:28:00.000-07:00

Well I have blabbering about AIESEC at my previous post and now I'm going to talk about the another thing that makes me like UUM so much....7.9. 7.9 is a non offcial club that mostly based on music...which means it is an underground band.....it is really fun man......every tue 7.45pm, gathering at lovers bridge or foyer library without fail....gather to do what?.....actually just to sing song's.....sing the songs that they wrote and songs from singers and then game session....and then they also got teach to play musical instrument (i'm learning piano)....I know it sounds boring...but for some reason I love it so much and I have great admiration towards the seniors at 7.9 like Wen chee, banana, ah keong, ah pong, jan jan, hwai loke, ah xi and Daniel....

Magnet for Craziness

2010-08-20T03:16:00.001-07:00

hahahha my blog is not really chronically arrange becoz this post happen long time ago and I felt the need to post it just in case I need to refer back when i have amnesia or Alzeimer anyway...on the 11th of August 2010 its also the first day of puasa, I did a crazy thing....the day before is the AIESEC gathering day and also the day when they goin to announnce the position...anyway....we have a lot of fun that night, and I got the Organizing Committe Vice President of Communication of RED Wave or in short OCVPCom RED Wave....so neway...most of the people leave at 11 to catch the last bus....but me linda, foo jin shing, weng yi, jen yi, gaik huey, wei lie, and man keat stayed and juz chat and dance until 12 hahahaha...then we started walking back to our dpp...since it is the ghost month, foo jin shing kept talking about ghost story at UUM and that scared the hell out of the girls, and then out of sudden he have a crazy idea, he said why don we go 'yam cha' at subaidah (mamak in UUM) at 3am and for somne reason we agreed...and then by the time I reach my room and after the whole ritual of showering and stuff its already 1 stg...so I take a short...veri short nap and then 2 am wake up....then go to sime darby lake to meet up with Jen YI and then walk to Subaidah and meet the others there.....we are damn crazy weh.....we are the first customer and also we are the only non muslim there hahahaha then after our 'yam cha' session is already 4 stg...and then reach room ard 5 but due to the teh tarik and the BIG rice...i am so energetic that I go online and watch movie until 7 then go to bed....woke up by Shen Chieh call at 9am then go to ALOR SETAR and watch 2 movie.....hahahahahhaha

Rain Dance

2010-08-18T08:59:00.000-07:00

Have you ever dance under the rain?....It may sounds crazy IF u are doing it alone.....if u do it with a lot of people, there is nothing but pure joy. AIESEC....I really have a lot of fun....as long as the music kept on playing, we will kept on dancing. although I have hard time cathing up with them but i still have a lot of fun.....the funny thing is.....the rain kept getting heavier and heavier as we dance.....so maybe our dance is the ancient rain dance where people do it to call for rain hahahhahahaha

ANNOUNCEMENT

2010-08-13T22:40:00.000-07:00

Hey guys....sorry for abandoning this blog for so long...but don worry I'll start writing it NOT NOW.....but soon hahahaahhahaha

HELLLPPPP!!!!

2010-07-19T23:30:00.000-07:00

To all citizen of Selangor....The great Gabriel Ng Chee Kar is in UUM

Building Bridges

2010-04-29T08:25:00.000-07:00

It was a bad idea quitting my job becoz spending all my time in my hse, in my room, my paranoia grew strong and the darkness within me prevail....I started to got all dark and negative thoughts are wondering i my head forcing me to make the wrong decision which causes me to burn bridges and building walls....It was never a good idea, letting me alone. I should be around with people ALL the time. When I let my guard down for a second; my paranoia alarm go berserk....now I am trying very very very hard to build those bridges again and believe me its not easy....

Melted Heart Vs Frozen Rain

2010-04-17T09:10:00.000-07:00

Melted Heart- A Frozen heart that have frosted by the darkness of the world. With thousands of burning fire ready for him

Frozen Rain- A rain that suppose to cleanse the rain with its tranquality, frozen by the darkness of the world. Constantly searching for the fire but those fire never last. Sometimes envy the melted heart but like the melted heart at the same time. Being with the melted heart calms him, because melted heart give him HOPE. HOPE that someday he'll able to find the flame that able to set him free forever.

I'm listening to 'Life is Beautiful' by "Vega 4" and 'Hear You Me' by "Jimmy Eat World"

Green Trip

2010-04-17T08:34:00.000-07:00

Lately I have been extremely conscious about the environment, I've perceived that the temperature out there is getting higher and higher and that got me thinking of Global Warming and i started to go GREEN. I have not on the AC for a week now and people living in Malaysia should know how HOT the weather is.

The Day before yesterday, a couple of friends and I were sipping 'MaMAK Coffee' discussing about the trip to IMU and PC Fair the day after and out of sudden one of my friend suggested in conjunction with the Love the environment spirit that I have been having that we take KTM instead of driving there, and thus the concept of Green Trip was born.

A heads up, green trip was not really as luxurious or at the very least COMFORTABLE as it sounds, maybe due to the lack of homework that we've done for the trip. So here's what happen, 3 of us started our Green trip with a morning breakfast with some horrible 'Yee Mee' then we went to the Teluk Gadong Station and started our KTM ride there. The rattling of the train with the blurry view from the window accompany us, we finally reached KL Sentral, then we switched to the Seremban line and go to Bukit Jalil station, we made a mistake here because we should stop at Sri Petaling station. This mistake causes us to walked for 1km under the scorching sun to get to IMU. After a brief IMU tour, we took the train from Sri Petaling station to Masjid Jamek, then switched to Putra line to get to KLCC and busy collecting fliers and haggling at the same time. There are reasons for me to grab as many fliers as I can. First is because its courtesy, and second some of them just take the fliers and throw so I am taking more so that I can recycle more. Anyway we ended the trip at ard 5pm and that was a wrong move cuz the KTM was JAm packed. I actually miss 2 train in KL Sentral and I was able to see how we Malaysian act during this time of things (we act like savages). Anyway that's the Green Trip and I know what you are thinking, taking the public transport and recycling a few papers can't really do much in the whole saving the world from Global Warming but think about it although what we did for the environment may be small but as more and more people are doing it, these small things can be a factor that going to tip the scales.

A random day

2010-03-22T07:17:00.000-07:00

Today is the 22nd of March 2010, so let's see what happen today....Yesterday night was AWFUL...after working night shift, reach home ard 11.30pm....then online for awhile so by the time I hit the hay it was ard 12 stg...put then I think I only fell asleep ard 2 stg cuz I'm sharing my room with my inconsiderate cousin who was busying chatting with his girlfriend VIA HP....so I've been listening to their ridiculous conversation for 2 hours....DAMN I hate couples (typical phrase from a single person)...neway today woke up at 5 am cuz need to fetch my INCONSIDERATE cousin to the LCC Terminal (he is goin to Shanghai)....so basically I only got less than 2 hours of sleep....Once reach the airport, have breakfast at McD (regret taking orange juice instead of coffee) then....after that drive straight to Aeon Bkt Tinggi cuz I'm workinh the morning shift today.....I was so damn tired today.....reach Aeon at 9 sharp, clock in then start workin edi....today was like any other day...until 2pm.....Haagen Dazs going to launch new menu this Thursday....so a lot of new Creation....and today at 2pm is the training for the new creation, and it was FUN....7 people squeeze in a small kitchen...trying to learn and do the new creation...the best part is......we are allowed to eat all our experimental creation...SO the training ends ard 3.30pm....for those that who is not on duty (ME, AIDA, Shuhada, Joe) are having an ice-cream party in the storeroom....but before we start the party....all of us are busy snapping pictures of our BEAUTIFUL creation.....so after that is the usual thing....neway i cant post the creation pic (due to the patent problem) but I'll start posting after the launching.......

A strange confusing piece

2010-03-17T08:08:00.000-07:00

To me... life is like a puzzle....every event every moment that happen in our life is like the puzzle pieces....the pictures, the colours of the pieces leads to another pieces like how all the moments in our life link to other moment...a sequence of event you may say....there are like millions of different pieces...some of them may be beautiful with fluffy pink with butterflies and some of them may be pitch black and dark....in spite of that...each and every pieces is important....the dark and creepy pieces are there to remind you how wonderful and warm are the fluffy pink pieces.....so the main motive in our life is too fight....fight against all odds to collect a single wonderful piece......

Lately I have been collecting a lot of dark pieces.....and the pieces are getting darker and darker....but then...suddenly I've collected a pieces that totally cut off the dark sequence.....the weird thing is....that puzzle wasn't really perfect...just a normal 'aozora' blue puzzle with a bit of dark spot but its very warm....a strange and confusing pieces that stops the dark sequence

The darkness that have been hauting me for these past few weeks

2010-03-15T22:14:00.000-07:00

Amore Lettera

2010-03-15T09:27:00.000-07:00

For you I maybe just some random guy in the street, nothing special and nothing more than just a stranger, but for me you are not random at all. I still remember the first time I've met you. It's at the bank....coincidently we were sitting next to each other holding our que number like our lives depend on it while waiting for our number to appear on the tiny flat screen. We were sitting there for about half an hour then you lean over and talk to me for the first time, asking me for a favor which is letting you hitch together with me when my number are called, without much hesitation I said yes, and that is our first encounter. You may not remember it but that moment carved in my mind. From that day onwards I have been watching you, watching you buy bread and watching you hanging out with your family and everytime I saw your face, I felt like I'm having a cardiac arrest and my leg went weak becoz you are just too perfect. I may not know your name or anything about you but I hope that someday I will be given the chance to find it all out.

-Pazzo Mela-

I'm not myself

2010-03-09T08:05:00.000-08:00

Few days back.....I've attended a gathering....a gathering with an awesome friend and 10 stranger....considering the background of those people....people that really KNOWS me should know that how important that gathering is for me.....for the past few months....I have been changing myself....physically and mentally....working out....building my confidence and charisma....all for the wonderful things that I HOPE about to happen on July.....so this gathering is like a pop quiz....a very important pop quiz...I went all out...I've spent Rm 181.80 to prepare for that gathering and the result.....well reality always have a way of kicking my butt....I'm not saying that it was bad......just anti-climatic to say the least....my performance are not what I've expected....althought comparing with the 'me' last year...I've make a giant leap....but the Me that I am NOW.....my performance that day was....weak.....lets face it.....all of my friend never like me at first...I was never the guy that able to charm someone with first impression....heck my second impression wasn;t any better...but if people would just give me a chance...stick around...I might not be the best companion in the world.....but at the very least...I'm fun to hang out with........so.....that gathering have a very very great effect on me...that I got all EMO for 3 days....now I'm still in the healing process....damn....I need a booster for me to work harder

The List

2010-03-06T08:40:00.000-08:00

This is the list of things I want to do and the people involve before going for my studies

1) Hiking-GG's or Alford Trio
2) Redang Trip-GG's, or HC, or Alford Trio
3) Seafood Bonanza- GG's or HC
4) Shepherdoo -GG's
5) Cheese Fondue-Alford Trio
6) Haagen Dazs Fondue-Alford Trio
7) Bali Trip-HC,or Alford Trio
8) JOGOYA- HC
9) Manhattan Fishmarket/TGI- HC

When Bitch met King of bitch

2010-03-06T07:57:00.000-08:00

-One day.....a man was walking on a hallway in a shopping complex...but his path was blocked by three ladies that is in deep discussion abt stg....so the man walk towards them and said
-"Excuse Me"
-one of the lady look at the guy and with the most Bitches expression that the man ever seen in his life....the lady actually smirk and continue her discussion with her friends
-so the man replied 'Oh nvrmind, thanks for your help BITCH'
-the 3 lady instantly turn their head and stared at the man...and the lady that gave the man a smirk said "Excuse Me"
-'Oh I said thanks for your help BITCH, OOps....why did I call you BITCH BITCH, DAMN i did it again BITCH......Shit....well I understand now....its not my fault that I call you BITCH BITCH.....blame yourself for looking like a BITCH BITCH' the man gave them the most sarcastic smile and walk away leaving the ladies dumbfounded with their chin drop to their oversize breast

Double Kill

2010-03-06T07:46:00.001-08:00

1st Kill

-Jason Lim
-Louis
-Hafiz
-Shamsudin
-Danny
-and now DAVID.....

damn kuroi-ouji...kill me now

2nd kill

Damn it....stop playing the same song over and over again....Wonder girl Nobody are driving me nuts....so stop playing again

My Decision

2010-03-05T04:58:00.000-08:00

This is it....this is the final draft

1st Choice- Bacelor Komunikasi- UPM
2nd Choice- Sarjana Muda Komunikasi dengan Kepujian- UUM
3rd Choice- Bacelor Sains (Kepujian)-Major Matematik- UPM
4th Choice- Sains (Matematik)- UM
5th Choice- Sains (Matematik)- UTM
6th Choice- Bacelor Sains (Pembangunan Manusia dan Pengurusan)- UPM
7th Choice- Bacelor Sains (Pembangunan Manusia dan Teknologi Maklumat)- UPM
8th Choice-nBAcelor Sastera (Kesusasteraan Inggeris)- UPM

Train Wreck

2010-03-03T05:51:00.000-08:00

3.25.....yes I have to be honest....I was kind of depressed when I saw that my PA got C+, i didn't expect I'll get A or A- but definitely not C+, but after I calculate my CGPA...it turns out to be 3.25...well it doesn't matter anymore...cuz its 3.25 for christ sake I thought I'm sure about to get Mass Comm at UPM....but then.....on mon....went to Mr. Chan's blog and see the statistic for last year UPM and other U's admission requirement....and I saw that last year min requirement for mas comm is 3.45....I was stunt....literally stunt and I think my brain went temporary shut down.....CRAP....I cant believe my dream could just crash in less than a minute.....for those who knows me well should know how important Mass Comm is to me.....I've never seen myself in the future as a guy that sits in his cubicle doing the same routine over and over....I've always see myself as a guy that works in a magazine....writing articles getting materials that can make people laugh and change their prospective of life a little....shed a few lights...or I've see myself working in an event planning company....planning events and have a hectic day running here and there to make an awesome event......but everything just crack right in front of me....but I still have hope...I surf through singapore University with hope that they might accept me....then check through the min requirement and BAM....MUET must at least 200 but I'm only 195...two strikes within an hour.....damn....I feel like a failure....and I'm not going to blame the universe this time....heck I'm not blaming the universe for anything anymore....cuz considering the way I live my life....the universe are very kind to me....cuz a lot worse could happen.....neway.....let face it....I'm the one to blame.....for not work harder during the one and a half year....being all cocky and not take tuition for bio and pa....for not being discipline enough and fooling around......and also because of my stupid ego that stop me from retaking MUET......195 band 4 is not me....I can do better.....damn...in these 1 and a half year I have take things for granted....damn can't imagine how bad I feel right now....all I can do is just fill in the application and just hope for the best

Glee

2010-02-02T06:40:00.000-08:00

Glee....at first I have no idea what is it and don't really give a crap but seeing on how Star world and Hitz.fm is making such a big fuss about it way before it even aired in Malaysia....so my curiosity kicks in...I downloaded the first episode and I'm totally addicted to it....no scratch that....I totally LOVE IT.....it was something different....it is a musical comedy drama thing....talking about how....a few students that consider the bottom of the food chain in high school and those sitting on the throne in high school come together to chase after their dream....it seriously is a great show.....and the message Glee trying to send is really good to....teaching you how to differentiate real friends and always always believe in yourselve....other than that...what I really love about Glee is their song and their performance....I have just one word....SUPERB...neway here is the list of songs that I like...if u have the time...go youtube and listen to these songs...

Glee Cast Version
-Defying Gravity
-Don't Stop Believing (the first song that make me fell in love with Glee)
-Gold Digger (definetly going to move ur body)
-Sweet Caroline (Catchy)
-Endless Love
-True Color
-Its My Life/Confession (a mashup...something like putting two songs together into a song which is AWESOME)
-No Air
-Imagine (Speechless)
-Keep Holding On (another speechless masterpiece that definetly beats Avril)
-I'll Stand by you
-Bust a Move ( another body shaker)

Great Accomplishment

2010-02-02T06:18:00.000-08:00

Have you ever experienced before a sense of great accomplishment in something that you have been trying excel in....well...I felt it just few days back.....from Day 1 I start working at Haagen Dazs....I've always try my best to do what I can....
to lessen the burden of my fellow colleague....and just on mon...i think I did it....I was working morning shift with my second in command Ying...and I actually brings sale......and I kept myself busy when there is no customer....my body just move automaticaly like it was the most natural thing to do.....and at that moment I felt the great accomplishment that I am no more a new staff, I am a staff that very much capable of taking care of himself and help out the others.....I know I know it meant nothing to you guys...and thinking that I'm just ridiculous....well it matters a lot to me because thats ME.....neway....I'm planning to change job.....don't think it wrongly....I love working there...the people there are great....but the problem is transportation......soon one of the bridge to BKT Tinggi will be closed down....which means I need to go through a terrible JAM to get to my work place.....aside that...the fuel is also one of the problem....so now...I'm searching a job....somewhere near my area....and its pretty hard cuz...there are probably no more vacancy and I'm only going to work for 2 and a half month....

My Baby

2010-01-28T06:21:00.000-08:00

people.....let me introduce my baby

Sony Walkman NWZ-E443F (Naughty Violet)

-Clear Bass technology that guarantee the clearest hitting bass sounds that are set to rock your world

-Clear Stereo that get you moved along with the beat

-Slim size that only 9.3mm....slip easily into your pocket without seeing any bulge

-2.0" High-Brightness Colour LCD Screen

-Superb Battery Stamina that can go up to 30 hours non-stop

-Multiple Codec Support...MP3, AAC, WMA for music and AVC, MPEG4, WMV for Video, JPG for Photo

-Alarm and Sleep timer

-Drag and drop transfer easier and faster to transfer data between your PC and the walkman

-4GB Capacity

-to sum it all out....music lover's ORPHEUS

well...I haven got it yet hahahha...but Ill be getting it at the end of feb..with my hard work salary sniff sniff...OH MY BABY WAIT FOR ME

Operation Aphrodite

2010-01-28T01:24:00.000-08:00

Phase 1
-Molding

Phase 2
-Selection and screening
-Exterior Access

Phase 3
-Art of Seduction

Wondering what the HELL am I talking abt...well go figure out urself

I will not let you beat me

2010-01-23T07:44:00.001-08:00

This post is a continuous of my previous post....still remember last post I said that I got to work on Fri due to some problem....but I have plans on that day...well when I heard that I need to work....I was so damn pissed man...the universe just could resist....feel like cancelling the outing...but then I realised that...I'm not going to let the Universe win....so I will not cancel my plan..in fact Ill make enjoy it every minute...SO...11 am I left my house go to centro and have BKT with CK and Alford.....hahahaha me and Ck....the two CK's kept bombing Alford....during the entire Brunch....no scratch that..during the entire outing......so neway after BKT we fly to Aeon bukit tinggi (I brought my uniform and shoe with me)...then we go kacau our friend Keik Wee....working at Padini.....then we plan to watch movie...but Ck want to go cut hair and dye his hair..so we separated..he go do his think...while me and Alford go watch 'LEGION'...how was it? well it was awesome....it was different from somehow...but it is really awesome...must watch LEGION.....then after movie...we saw a guy with a spiky red hair comin toward us...YAP...is Ck.....hahahaha its not really what I had in mind...but its still looks great...then we go do some lepaking, go eat the shaved ice ext to Lavender.....and the when the clock strike 4.30pm...haiz...its time to end our little excursion....I changed my cloth and go to work....CK go for gym while Alford go back to Subang....hahahaha...exhausting as it may be....I really had a great time....so IN YOUR FACE UNIVERSE.....oh and i met HC as well

Battle Formation

2010-01-23T07:12:00.000-08:00

Hey people.....these few days I've been very busy cuz this week Haagen Dazs is on Battle Formation......okok let me explain....every month....every outlet will be audit by and auditor...and the auditor will check everything....by everything I MEANT EVERYTHING.....but this month....is a bit special cuz the auditor is someone from Singapore....so we have to do everything perfectly...we started scrubbing every corner of the shop.....what's worse is that rumours have been flying around that our outlet will be the first to be audit...then.....tue...we got a call from our spy in the office saying that the auditor reached Malaysia edi....and all of us like OH CRAP

WED- okay after the day we heard the news.....we heard another news...saying that the BOSS is comin...walao...the BOSS and the Auditor coming to our outlet during my shift....damn it is not going to be good...luckily....around 10 stg....we received a call from Lot 10...saying that the auditor came to their place...hahah damn...we felt like we just dodge a bullet.....but then my manager have a hunch that 2molo the auditor definitely will come...neway...few hours later the big boss come to our outlet...his name is Eric.....short and fit guy...and he seems nice at well...enter our shop then didnt show any boss like face...enter saw me first then smile at me...a sincere smile not the fake smile...and then he held out his hand and intro himself hahahah so I took his hand and into myself as well...and he took the effort to memorized my name....damn what a nice person....

THUR-the day have come....my manager was right the auditor did come to our outlet....she is a short slightly plump lady with glasses...ard 4o plus...wearing jeans, sneakers and a white tee....neway.....after 2 hour of thorough auditing.....we got 97 marks WOOT WOOOOT.......and then the result of this month Mystery Shopper came out as well....we got 99 marks WOOOT WOOOOT...it would seems like a great day....well it is not....the Universe have a way of making a wonderful day took a deep deep plunge....well I don't want to go into the detail....just that....something happen in our outlet that causes us to lost rm400++ and 2 fire extinguisher.....and need to go to the police station next day.....damn Fri suppose to be my off day...and I have already have plan with Edison and that stupid Elf.....but becoz of that 'thing' I need to work the night shift.....haiz

Midvalley

2010-01-18T06:46:00.001-08:00

hahahaha last fri i really have fun....went to midvalley at 10 am with Alford and CK.....we hav brunch and watch movie, have cake and do some shopping....sigh it was really a wonderful day...then 4pm I need to rush back becoz...my shift start at 6pm...hahha ya I know it was a bit tiring....but it was a wonderful day.......

P.s: Jackie Chan in a spy movie with little kid involve.....not a good idea

RAT!!!!!!!

2010-01-18T06:32:00.000-08:00

Haiz....yesterday is really a rough day man.....another 10 hr shift.....punched i at 1pm....without even a second for me to catch my breath...I need to start pumping....sending order from here to there, setting table, clear table, taking orders......that's sunday in Haagen Dazs....haiz....10 hrs shift and with a little bit of flu....I'm totally exhausted...what kept me going is the adrenaline rush....damn i realised something....I have a stamina as weak as a little girl....no a little girl that have a sugar rush have MORE stamina than me......neway....today....I made a huge accomplishment.....I managed to persuade 3 table of customer to order Fondue....woot woot...anyway one of the table wasted a lot of things man....they barely touch the biscuits and the butter cake...hahaha here is the funny part....since is 9 stg edi....me and my colleague Aliff was starving....so we grab those leftover cookies and butter cake and dip in the choc fondue sauce and have ourselves a tasty supper.....(we do it secretly of cuz....while Ying (second in command is doing inventory in the storeroom)...hey don't judge us...first the cookies and cakes are clean....and 2nd....we work for 10 hrs straight with customer kept comin..so its natural for us to fell hungry....neway.....ard 10 stg...we were about to close....I was starting to mop the storeroom...suddenly I heard a terrifying shriek....from next door (KFC)...i went out and saw that all the people are lookin at KFC.....and then Ying quickly went to KFC to find out what happen....apparently there was a rat....and a customer saw it....WOW

My Wrath

2010-01-11T18:47:00.001-08:00

WTF......you are saying that office job is way better than F&B lah......walao...sayin that office job can learn a lot of stuff and that those working at F&B no need very high qualification.....because of you this kind of thinking that made this world so judgemental and prejudice.....damn...I am so darn piss man....work at F&B very memalukan meh.....I enjoy working there......and I learn a hand full of stuff as well....few days back my manager (a great person) just giv me a wonderful pep talk.......that seriously broaden up my mind....she said there is no shame in workin at F&B...because F&B can build up your confidence by interacting with total stranger.......and you can learn ways to communicate with different different kinds of people.....and also further enhance your creativity in marketing....and as a mass commer like me....those are the quality I need.....she said that....there are thousand of mass commer out there but what makes you stand out, what makes you so special compare to others....in other word....making the customer come again not because of the product but the service......and at F&B you might able to get spotted by some big company because like I said before F&B takes all kind of customer.....meet all kind of people......so I am not ashamed to be workin in F&B in fact I'm proud of it.....its really shame on you.....as a mother....that is well educated would have the mind set that office work is a high class thing...and workin at F&B or ur exact word 'workin at Jusco' is like dirt.....please lah....take a look at your son please.....now he is workin with YOU....selling Noodles....what can he learn under the so call 'protection' from you.....stop pampering him man.....he is 20 for crying out loud...a 20 year old guy that still cling to the mother.....what a mama's boy.....geez....stop using the 'office job can learn something, and workin at jusco cannot learn anything" as an excuse for your son....who can't get a office job and got rejected for being a sub teach and have to work with you.....stop putting him in a bubble...you thing you are protecting him...but you are not...you are just making him weaker and weaker......let him fall by his own Damn it.

P.s-I am not saying office work is no good...i am just saying both are equally good with different kind of experience.....this post is just want to express myself...how closed minded is that B****H and how could she look down on me....especially she have a mama's boy as a son

Another Slow day

2010-01-09T03:26:00.000-08:00

What's wrong with you people.....its Saturday for crying out loud....give yourself a treat....buy yourself an ice cream...ot just any ice cream but Haagen Dazs ice cream.....

What's wrong with the kids nowadays...you should be yelling, screaming, spinning on the floor begging you parents for ice cream....come one....have standard abit.....ask for Haagen Dazs ice cream

Damn....nearby the shop....nestle are having some kind of event and they are giving free sampling of their yogurt.....walaoeh...got a girl around 7 or 8 with her mom.....after they consume their free sampling....the little just "accidentily" drop the smal paper cup.....and the mother saw what her daughter but just ignore it....walaoeh....there are a dustbin right in front onilah....and the mother is not setting any good example to the child.......damn....because of these people that the society now is so corrupted

Old Jukebox playing the reminiscing tune

2010-01-08T04:57:00.000-08:00

One Night...at 11.15pm... was driving back home from work.....suddenly my stereo start playing 'I'll Be' by "Low vs Diamond"....it is one of the song that I've constantly listen to at NS......and because of that...it brings out alot alot alot of memories....sweet memories....AHHHH how much I miss those days......

That's one of the reason I like about music......music have a way of capturing a moment.....a sweet moment in your life....that whenever you listen to it.....images of all those moment flashes in your mind

A Wonder Cat Wondered In

2010-01-08T03:20:00.000-08:00

Today again...work Opening...and again it is a slow day...but luckily today I have a lot of things that kept me occupy.....first there is a nestle yogurt thingy event near the shop...and the emcee is damn funny hahahaha and also the music they broadcast is awesome....some of the songs make my feet tapped with the beat....and my head nod volunteering...kind of reminded me of the trishaw at melaka (angeline if you are reading this WOOT WOOT).....2nd...a cat came in to aeon....a greyish fur cat...was actually cat walking at Aeon passing by my shop. haiz look at what this world have become, dogs are already wearing prada and gucci and now cats are window shopping....what next? rats going to cook french cuisine...hold on, rats ARE doin that now.....(ever watch Ratatouille) hahahaha 3rd.....today is the RD day....whats RD day?....it is the day where we got our supply loh....I need to carry so many Ice cream and Ice Cream cake into the storeroom......and the weight of it is not the main problem....the COLD is the main problem....t is so damn cold that I felt burning i my hand (U will think that...Cold and burning sensation doesnt make sense...well why dont you try it urself).....4th.....the In-charge of Shop....came for a visit today....haiz poor Sunaida.....she kept kena aim......5th.....a Japanese came in.......and I use the small amount of Japanese that I know to communicate with him...6th...I've met alot of people today Li Shan, Linda, Ee Leen (ACS) and her BF Alwin, Fui Teng, Tee Chee Keat, Ian Shaun, and Chee Kian...hahahaha althought it is a slow day...but still fun......and my colleague are all wonderful people....Aliff is the joker, Sunaida and Aida is the most talkative one...and our Manager and the second in command both are very interesting.....our manager (Zeera) brought a brochure from next door (sell watch)....show it to us....and the second in command (Ying) wanted to buy new watch....so the manager grab her and went to the next door to look at the watches.....hahahahah damn...they are very interesting man......

It is a slow day

2010-01-07T07:01:00.000-08:00

DAMN....today is a very very very slow day.....woke up at 7.30am....have breakfast at mamak near Kp....then go to work....reach aeon ard 8.55am....then start doing the opening (cleaning, preparing stuff like that) then....10.00am officially buka kedai.....walao....what to do next? wait for customer loh.....wait and wait...walk and walk holding the the menu waiting for customer....it is a damn freaking slow day man....I lost count on how many times I've scrubbed the dipping cabinet.....lost count on how many circles have I walk around in the 20 metre radius shop.....and kept straighten up the chairs and table by moving a centimetre here and a centimetre there...chit chatting with my colleague ..aliff and ying.....but thank goodness.....our first customer arrive...ordering a single scoop take away.....and then getting back on the walking ard and waiting.....luckily I got myself occupied....chit chatting with Aliff and Ying.....and do the s'Scanning' and 'Eye Contact' thing that Alford taught me....before my shift ends which is 3.30pm.....we have 5 sales...1st...the one I've just mention, 2nd...a lady bought an ice cream cake (woot woot that sure going to bring up the sales) 3rd...3 american guy buying 2 double scoop...4th)....an old guy with his grandchild bought 2 pint of ice cream......5th....2 girls havin 2 double scoop as well.......all in all....it is a SLOW SLOW SLOWWWWWW DAYYYYYY

New Year Resolution 2010

2010-01-06T02:58:00.000-08:00

Yayaya I know....its the 6th of January and I'm only blogging it now.....well lately I have been busy....busy with my job anyway.....

2010 New Year Resolution

I just have one....which is to live every second of my life to the fullest without giving myself anything to regret abt......explore and live my 'Other Life'

Money Babe

2009-12-30T05:01:00.000-08:00

After today's orientation at mid valley.....2molo is my first day at Haagen Daz Bkt Tinggi Aeon........Bwuahahahah 1 hr 5 bucks.......is time to earn lots and lots of money bwuahahhaahaha

My name tag and my card

Mockery from the Universe

2009-12-27T05:49:00.000-08:00

haiz...last sat.....went to Sunway Pyramid..on the road....my mom start asking me about dating and stuff haiz...and once reach there....i seperate from my family like i always did...then walk walk walk....window shopping...wondering around...got tired then...take a rest at the round chair at the new wing....then oni realised...I was surrounded by couple.....I was bench sharing other 2 couple....ad couples are walking all around me....I was like what the fuck...is after Christmas eh not Vanlentine's day .....then when is the time go back....queing for auto pay....yap....3 couples in front of me.......then while I was driving....Hitz.fm was playing Two is better than 1...then I switch to Capital Fm....and this song again...then I switch to B.Fm and this song again.....What the fuck...then a bit piss i switch to my CD...and surprise surprise....that song again ...I was SPEECHLESS......The Universe is Mocking me man....

Ok...here is my Resume

I'm not handsome and i am not ugly as well....just a random guy with a fairly huge nose....small eyes and a bit of acne problem.....I love to read, watch movie and surf the net......and without a doubt I am an Otaku.....I am not a sporty guy......I am eccentric, emo, funny, cute but mostly eccentric.......I have great taste in music (well at least I think i am).....my fav band...Jimmy Eat World, Vega 4, The Fray, Switchfoot, The Honorary Title, AvA...the list goes on.....my fav tv series....Grey's Anatomy and Ugly Betty.....my fav sitcom....F.R.I.E.N.D.S..........ummm i think thats all i can say....so anyone want to save this person from his misery

P.S-this post is just for entertaining purpose so dot take it seriously

Lets Face the fact people

2009-12-26T08:16:00.000-08:00

Hey people....lets face it man.....those 2 and a half month was great...no it was wonderful....best moment of my life...but there are just 2 and a half month.....the period is just too short for us........we have grown apart....the gap between us to wide that our conversation reduces to talking about the weather......lets face it people...I'm not saying that I don't care about you guys anymore....in fact I still misses all of you very much but...we just not as close as we used to during those 2 and a half month........seriously if i can do something i would do it without any second thought....i would do anything to prolong those 2 and a half month.....but.......there are things that we can't change........ill never forget the wonderful 2 and a half month we had......

Damn You

2009-12-26T08:09:00.001-08:00

Damn You....who the hell do you think you are....no who the hell do you think I am......call me whenever you need something but when I need something....you don't even bother to call back.....screw you man......I'm done with you.....I will not help you anymore....so you can just FUCK OFFFFFF

Jericho Jericho

2009-12-24T07:18:00.000-08:00

Jodi Piccoult My Sisters Keeper
2nd JULIA; Part 6; Let me tell you this:

ShOpPiNg SpReE!

2009-12-21T00:51:00.001-08:00

What side effect will you get when you went shopping at KL during Christmas week?....There are 3....

1) Anger Issue-Due to the traffic jam and the cue for the paying counter especially when the auntie in front of you kept pulling out coupon for every item from her wallet
2)Claustrophobic-Due to the ridiculous amount of people
3)Over Excitement or temporary Euphoria-Due to the 20% and 40% discount

KL, Sun-I when shopping and go berserk......those side effect above...I have it all.....I actually in a day went to 3 shopping centre....first Time Square, Sungei Wang, and then Pavilion........and I've bought 2 collar tee, 1 black button up......1 short white pants, 2 long pants, a belt, and a diesel undergarment......at the end of the day.....my car is full of plastic bags gagagaagagga....

So a piece of advice.....when you want to shop during Christmas week, bring lots of cash and card, ready a helicopter as your transportation, and hired someone to carry all those bags

CF 2009 WOOT WOOT

2009-12-20T06:21:00.001-08:00

Hey OTAKU's is the day of the year again......tap..you guess it right......its the COMIC FIESTA 2009.....just like last year.....CF was held at Sunway Convention Centre...and last for 2 days.....unfortunately this year.....I'm only able to attend the first day........despite missig all the fun of 2nd day....i still thinks that CF 2009 is AWESOME......the Emcee was pro and hilarious....they really did brought up the atmosphere.....however...i think there's just one tiny flaw in the 2009 CF.....i dunnoe about the others...this is just my own personal opinion......i think this year cosplay was rather disappointing.....only a few of time really WOW me.....the DOUJIN was REMARKABLE......the proof of that is that I've spent RM 66 purchasing those wonderful merchandise from those great Doujin.......and in my own opinion.....the climax of the day would be during the cosplay competition.....there's one group.....they take the plot and character from Vampire Knight and add with a little of surprise.....the story goes like this.....the Heroin and Hero was arguing abt stg.....the Heroin kept quoting lines from twilight and calling the Hero 'Edward'.....and then there's one part that the Hero got very pissed and he said something that causes an uproar ( its is a happy uproar by the way).....the Hero said 'I kill with my gun....and what can Edward do...he can only sparkle like a fairy' hahahahha yap that really hits it......and Ive met some of my friends too....like Jern Wei, Aki ( with her huge poking machine) then Ryan and his GF......but what sad is that I can't meet Taufik, Uepu and Jane....and unable to take picture of the guy cosplaying as Sasori (he was awesome)...and also unable to buy all Vongola Ring.......

BLEACH BADGES

Bleach Magnet

Sun Guardian Vongola Ring

My Fav...REBORNNNNN

P.S...I lazy to put cosplay pic....if u want to see....go to my facebook account lah

Hitting the note of classical music

2009-12-17T07:14:00.000-08:00

Classical Musics......my first impression of it....is royalty, boring, fancy instrument producing fancy music and NO LYRIC.....I was not a fan of classical music....thought that they are not cool.....do not hit me like how Jimmy Eat World, Vega 4, The Fray and AVA did....but then after watching an anime called Nodame Cantabile (an awesome anime by the way).....I fell in love with classical music....well not all just some....

Rachmaninov- Piano Concerto No. 2 in C minor, OP 18I; Moderato-The first calssical music that I fell in love with.....this piece have already carved in my brain that sometimes I can just hear it in my brain
Rhapsody in Blue by Gershwin- A piece that always put me in a good mood and makes me want to dance
Bolero by Ravel-A piece that always makes me relax
Violin Sonata No.5 "Spring" by Beethoven-makes me feel like how love should be
Oboe Concerto by Mozart-makes me feel pink and fluffy
Piano Sonata in A minor D. 845 - by Franz Schubert -Speechless

Another awesome song

2009-12-17T07:09:00.000-08:00

Guys.....let me recommend you Lifeline by Angel & Airwaves
not much to describe but just AWESOMENESS

With an urgent, pitiful stare,
I see panic in those eyes.
I see you lying there,
thinking this was the last time

If you hear a distant sound,
And some footsteps by your side.
When the world comes crashing down.
I will find you if you hide.

If you wish it, wish it now.
If you wish it, wish it loud.
If you want it, say it now.
If you want it, say it loud.

We all make mistakes.
And turn it out.
If you want it, I want to.
We all make mistakes.
Here is a lifeline
if you want one too.

There's a field near the dream.
I watched it grow with brightest eyes.
I watched us all reach out and read.
Feel the strength as we touched the sky.

If you hear a distant sound.
and some footsteps by your side.
If you feel like coming round.
I will take you for a ride.

If you wish it, wish it now.
If you wish it, wish it loud.
If you want it, say it now.
If you want it, say it loud.

We all make mistakes.
And turn it out.
If you want it, I want to.
We all make mistakes.
Here's a lifeline
.If you wanted one too.
Oh.
You know that I want to

The Death

2009-12-17T06:38:00.000-08:00

So far I have been only to two funeral....both are my maternal grandparents. My grandmother died first....few months later my grandfather followed....(clearly shows how much they love each other)....I was 7 at that time....and i don't know any better......I have no idea what is a funeral, I dont understand what is death, and i don't get why all people is so gloomy and dark....sitting there quietly at the corner oblivious about everything that is happening......I was 7 at that time....which means I've only spent 7 years with my grandparents and the visit is very limited since they are living in Ipoh, Perak......my memory of them is very vague.....all I could remember is that my grandfather used to bring me and my cousins with his car (with no air condition, and opened window for ventilation) to many places....such as park, arcade, and kopitiam......I was 7 at that time so all these vague memories doesn't really affect me at all.....so I have no reason to cry and I don't get why i need to be upset......but now I'm 19, no more the stupid and clueless child.....i able to understand and feel the sweetness of those memories.......sometimes I wish that they have more time so that i can spent time with them and they can truly feel my love....
Few days ago.....I heard a news...my paternal grandmother died in a gas leak explosion.....I'm 19 now....I know what is death now....but why do I feel nothing.....no....'why do I feel nothing?' is not the appropriate question....the question is 'How am I able to feel anything?'......unlike my maternal grandparents....I have no contact at all with my paternal side grandparents.....I have never met them before.....I don't even know how they look like.....they are like stranger to me.....and to them I does not exist.....so HOW AM I ABLE TO FEEL ANYTHING?......

Anxiety

2009-12-07T23:18:00.000-08:00

STPM is coming to an end...in about 3 days....and I'm suppose to feel happy......but then...I'm worried right now.......worried about my future......i've checked....to enter Mass Comm at UPM....the minimum requirement is CPGA 3.00.........Can I really get 3.00 for my STPM......my trial is 2.0 sumthing...and it is no where near 2.50.....and i definitely lost 10 marks in my bio paper 2....and who knows how many more marks that I have screwed in the other paper.....damn it....I'm so darn worried right now.......writing article for a magazine, and involve in event management...seems very distant to me now....

So for once in my life

Let me get what I want

Lord knows, it would be the first time

-Please Please Please let me get what I want (Smith)-

Youth

2009-10-29T07:51:00.000-07:00

Feet tapping with the beat, body move with the rhythm, scream your lungs out, shouting names, give the best wolf howl, laugh with your friends, dance with your friends, laugh as if that's the only thing you could do, and dance as if your life depends on it. Completely indulge in your own world, without caring all those stranger around you,as a matter of fact, no one was even around you in your world except you and your friends. Doing those embarrassing thing without any consideration as if it is the most natural thing to do. All these is what freedom taste like, all these is what we call YOUTH

Resolution for the flame

2009-10-07T08:31:00.000-07:00

Few days ago...my class teacher start giving me and my classmate some pep talk.....and she said...something very inspirational....althought i cant really remember the exact word she said...but the main idea is this;

"If you try ur best....give it all ur best......eventhough you fail......but you will feel like you pass....but if you didnt try your best...and fail.....you will feel like a failure....because you will start blaming urself for not giving ur very best"

After the chess game....and here comes the storm

2009-09-30T07:14:00.000-07:00

DAMMIT DAMMIT DAMMIT.....Ill always be here.....I am not going anywhere..and all you have to do is just ASK......just take the first step......DAMMIT...why are you making it so hard for me...for both of us

Cheezzzy Pep talk

2009-09-28T07:51:00.000-07:00

To those High Schoolian.....I know this week is the crappiest week in your life....so here is a cheeezzzzzyyyy pep talk

'Remember this feeling that you are having now, and use it as a fuel for you to drive forward"

Dark Cave

2009-09-28T07:38:00.000-07:00

We are just like walking in a dark cave.......walking alone.....without any light....dark enveloped us till we can't see ourselves properly, we walk and walk and walk....towards the darkness ahead....without knowing what lies behind those darkness........the darkness shrouded the path...sometimes causing us to trip and fall......but we still stand up and keep on walking the walk that seems endless...because....we know that as we walk.....the darkness ahead might subside and leave us the most beautiful view in the world

Journey

2009-09-22T05:21:00.000-07:00

I just came back from a 4 days 3 night Balik KAmpung Trip.....A good 4days 3 night for me to cool down a nd think straight.....and I've come to a conclusion....for the tiny box....all i had to is just stuff it harder and harder inside...until times finally devour it.....the chess game....all I need to do is just destroy it....destroy the ridiculous chess game and goes with whatever my heart tells me to.....if the outcome for my action is bad...SO BE IT...if it is meant to be...then it is meant to be.....and for the future depression....E Scott Taylor said it all 'Do not look back and grief over the past, for it is gone. And do not be troubled about the future for it is yet to come. Live in the present and make it so beautiful that it will be worth remembering' and finally for the self guilt...I'm going to remember that feeling and use that feeling as a fuel to drive me forward...(cheesy? ya I noe).......To sums it all up....Who said life is fair, What you want and What you get is entirely two different thing.....whatever you get...dont whine about it but use it to its maximum

and finally I am really thankful for all those people that worried about me being emo....and tried their best to cheer me up..eventhough i act normal in front of u guys but u guys still that stg is wrong wit me..THE LOLLIPOP M, ALFORD, AND SOME OTHER PEOPLE THAT DON'T LIKE TO BE NAMED.....guys I'm ok now.....Do wori abt me I have self healing mechanism hahahahaha

Future Depression

2009-09-20T00:15:00.001-07:00

Why do I try so hard....why do I even bother....at the very beginning I know that someday I'm going to leave that place and Ill never be welcomed back.....but why do I still try so hard..........No matter how hard I try...I ended up hurting myself......am I trying to make amends for the future pain that I'm goin to inflict them......

Chess Game

2009-09-20T00:05:00.000-07:00

It is very simple actually...if you want to find someone, to talk to someone, to worried about someone, to hang out with someone, to have dinner and lunch..or even to watch a movie with someone...is actually very very simple.....all you need to do is want it...they are nothing to consider, nothing to worry about.....but why do i have to make it so hard......a simple conversation....i need to make a draft in my head...checking for anything that might push him further away....planning and calculating the timing...for asking him out.....i need to consider a lot of factors and variables for a very simple action.....why do I need to make it so hard.....hanging out with him is like a chess game, need to plan my next move, need to think three steps ahead....and one false move....will leads to total destruction.....

Losing my grip

2009-09-17T09:44:00.000-07:00

Seriously what the hell happen to me?...I'm losing my grip...i seriously losing my grip.....I still remember how determine, discipline and how hardworking I was when I was form 5....I study bio, chemy, physics, math, add math everyday...doin exercise...constant work...I practice my add math, everyday with at least 10 question.....but now.....I only able to practice 5 in a week, 10 if it is a lucky week......I miss my old self.....I use to admire myself.....not goin tuition for bio, chemy, and physics...but study by myself.....but now....I'm struggling like a bastard......I'm losing my grip.....and I have no one to blame but myself...procrastinate all the time.....I was so so so so furious at myself for being so useless........I miss my old self

Frozen Rain

2009-09-13T08:58:00.000-07:00

Keeping it, not seeing it, not thinking about it, not talking about it does not makes it better....it does not make it disappear.....putting it in the tiny box and place it deep in ur heart.....remain dormant.......seems great and looks great but whenever you are alone...when you are in a dark place....when you saw something that brings out a lot of memories....bit by bit the content of tiny box leaks and you'll feel the pain again.......Knowing the facts.....knowing the variables are as slim as none.....still does not take it away.....the feeling is still there.....sometimes you may think that the feeling has gone....but it will never be gone....it will always always be there.....and it hurts like a bitch.....it really hurts like a bitch........

Holiday?....What Holiday?

2009-08-30T21:29:00.000-07:00

22nd to the 31st of August suppose to be a holiday....an entire week for kids to do watever crap that is not practical....not productive.....and ridiculous........but too bad...I unable to spend my holiday like a kid.....in fact....this entire week doesnt feel like a holiday at all.....Why? because my TRIAL is just around the corner.....okok lets recap...how I spent the not so holiday punya holiday

22nd-Study Carboxylic acid and watch TV
23rd-Study Carboxylic acid again and watch TV again
24th-Math Extra class, the entire day watching Adventureland at Youtube
25th-Book Fest at KLCC, Study Homeostasis .
26th-Read P.A, do Math past year paper, watch The Hot Chick at Youtube and then Math tuition
27th-Watch TV until math tuition at night
28th- Chemistry Tuition, Continuous Probability, watch Love at first note at Youtube
29th- Study Thermochemistry, Watch Hellboy at Youtube, the went to MP, and gathering
30th-Study Chemical Coordinates, subang parade, watch Underworld at Youtube
31st- Blogging abt this stupid crap

You must have notice that...each and everyday...there will always be a 'watching tv, or watchig something at youtube'...haiz...like I said I am the procrastinate king man.....imagine the amount of topic i can study if I replace those 'non productive period' with something else...haiz

CK1

2009-08-28T04:50:00.000-07:00

Never explain yourself to anyone because the person who likes you doesn't need it and the person who dislike you won't believe you

-Loke Chi Kuan-

Relation

2009-08-21T21:27:00.000-07:00

How many relationship are there between two people?.......Friends, normal friends, best friends, close friends, crazy friends, movie friends, camp friends, classmate, schoolmate, roommate, housemate, junior and senior, father and son, teacher and student, people tht you like, people that you dislike, enemy, rival.....the list goes on.......the amount of relationship we have is uncountable and each of these relation is unique, uncertain, sweet and define who we are........it matters not what kind of relation we share....at the very least...we are connected by a thread regardless of how thin the thread is......in this world.....with trillion people.........to be connected in some way requires luck, chances and fate..........to be connected with the person next to you is a one in a million chance....invincible yet priceless.....seems like an illusion yet it feels so real

END TRANSMISSION

2009-08-14T22:13:00.000-07:00

AHHHHH TRIAL AHHHHHH TRIAL AHHHHHH 4th of September AHHHHHH Chemistry AHHHHH Biology AHHHHHH Math AHHHHHHH P.A AHHHHHHHHHHHHH

END TRANSMISSION

To those who have absolutely no idea...what the hell is happenning......the owner of this blog...have gone completely COO COO....due to the trial....so this blog will be in hiatus until further notice

Something for you to ponder abt

2009-08-09T08:01:00.000-07:00

If you have a time machine......what will you do?.....How will you use it?......Go back and correct all those past mistakes.....or reliving all those happy moment?

Thanks

2009-08-02T05:09:00.000-07:00

Although those word are simple...without any flowering words and contain nothing inspirational.....but those simple words.....meant a big deal for me.........for a guy like me.....able to be in that category.........it makes my life a lot more brighter

Bon Odori 2009

2009-07-19T04:41:00.000-07:00

WOOOHOOOO it's my first time to bon odori....and I have a hell of a time....althought is not as fun as I expected but still....I have a hell of a time....I dance, eat meeting old friends haiz.....neway....at first....I was checking the stall with chee siang....then as we walk...we met up wit his friend Geoffrey...he was alone...so Chee Siang ask him to join us...and then thats the three of us walking ard enjoying the bon odari......the dance was fun and the atmosphere was great...Nihonjin are like everywhere....and people are like wearing kimono hahahaha but what makes the day so great is that i able to met a lot of my friends.......I met my St. John friends Lin Yee and Chin Teik...and then I saw a few CF volunteers and then of course my NS frens....Taufik, and Shen lee (can't find yi xiong, poh yi and nick haiz) and then I met my old HSK frens Dun vi, Calvin, Abdullah and Jern Wei, and of course my current HSK friends....Heng Chuan (wearing a kimono), Chun Cheok, Wee Kent, Dickson yada yada and also My Crazy friend WHAY YING....hahahha but there are some that went to the event but I don't get to meet them, like weng kit, and yi xiong....haiz neway...I am so goin there again next year WOO HOOOO

Me and Geoffrey not so appropriate pic

Me and Princess Phuah

Me, Shen Lee and Boon Yee

The 3 Soh Lou

Us again hgahaha

Everything happen for a reason.

2009-07-15T08:34:00.000-07:00

I walked through my life with a single believe that Everything happen for a reason, and proof of my believe are all around me....let me take one example.....H.C......at the beginning of the year.....for some reason H.C force to sit alone at the back of the class......and that can be consider as one of the most horrible period of his life...but then due to that...H.C change his place and sit beside W.M....and by doing that.......H.C have been much more focus in his studies...this is the best proof that.... everything happen for a reason.....there is a reason for H.C to be force to sit alone....so that he will sit next to W.M and because of that...his grades are ascending.....

So everything happen for a reason.........I have asked XXX out ....twice and both failed...not becoz of XXX refuse but due to some other reason.....so is there anything that the universe is trying to say......is there any reason for that to happen?

The last song has ended..but I still didnt get my dance

2009-07-10T05:30:00.000-07:00

May I Have this dance...

2009-07-06T01:58:00.000-07:00

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Love

2009-07-04T00:12:00.000-07:00

Gosh...this weekend....I rewatch again 'The Notebook' and 'A Walk to Remember'....both epic love story by Nicholas Sparks......yap...both of them are old...but they really caught me by surprise....both eminded me that how pure and sweet love is....haiz

here's a passage from 'A Walk To remember"

"Love is always patient and kind. It is never jealous. Love is never boastful or conceited. It is never rude or selfish. It does not take offense and is not resentful".

tRuTh

2009-07-01T07:28:00.000-07:00

I realised that...a smile, a light conversation, an eye contact and a simple HI....is good enough to make me fly.....and when I'm soaring in the air....my heart will still hoping for something more.....

Micheal Jackson

2009-06-27T20:40:00.000-07:00

On Fri...the news abt Micheal Jackson's Death spread throughout the world......and then all those hypocrite and all those so called 'fans' start showing up.....people are like saying...."his death is a major lost for the music industry"....."the major lost of the soul of all American artist".....or with obvious exaggeration "feels like apart of us have disappear with him" ok...let me say this.....to those who are really really really his fans that listen to his song and was completely touch by it.....those maybe how you really feel......but for those fakers that have never heard one of his song or his song never touch your heart...pleaselah....don't say those thing because it is an insult to the real fans and also to MJ himself......and now all those fakers start purchasing his album as if they are his loyal fans...if you are really a fan....you should have bought it before he died...and not now...you people are just following the trend.....for me....I never really know MJ....all I know is that he is a very talented musician that in some way....love plastic surgery..I don't feel sad when I heard the news....and I wouldn't say that his death is a major lost for the music industry or apart of me disappear with him....because...I only listen to two of his song...'Beat it' and 'You are not Alone'...without a doubt both songs are good.....but they didn't touch my heart like how 'Jimmy Eat World', 'Vega4' or 'The Fray' did.....so I don't have the right, and it's not my place to say that MJ death is a major lost for the music industry......and I wouldn't say it because it will be a major disrespect for MJ and also to his beloved friends, families and fans.....that truly have been touched by his music.....

P.S-I am not criticising any person or any company in particular...I am just pointing out my opinion about this event.

Tragedy

2009-06-27T06:48:00.000-07:00

Tragedy happens, What are you gonna do?..Give up?...Quit?...NO....I
realised now that when your heart beaks you need to fight like hell to make sure
that you still alive...cuz you are, and that pain you feel is life. The confusion and
fear that's there to remind you that somewhere out there, there's something
better and that something is worth fighting for
-Anonymous-

My Progress

2009-06-24T01:21:00.000-07:00

Lets recap about how extraordinary I want to be;

My way of being extraordinary:
Be a better man
Be a very well mannered person
Be a person that sure of what he want
Be a person that dare to voice out his opinion and his thought
Be a person that is totally confident of himself
Be a person that able to take care of other people
Be a person that able to protect others from the darkness within
Be a person that able to make other people smile
Be a person that is true to himself
Be an independant person
Be a person that people look up to
Be a person that will not choke and able to come up a solution when there's trouble
Be a person that had an adventure
Be a person that have millions of stories
Be a person that able to inspired others
Be a person that know what to say when things gone bad
Be a person that able to change the others
Be a person that waiting for being change
Be a person that have done something big
Be a person that able to find his place in life
Be a person that finally able to win against the darkness within
Be a person that doest care what others think about him
Be a person that can smile when everything goes wrong
Be a person that love someone and being love at the same time
Be a EXTRAORDINARY person

SO FAR.....I achieved.........none

Am I a Scorpio?

2009-06-21T02:19:00.000-07:00

Few days back I read an article...about the characteristic of Scorpio guy......according to the article, I'm suppose to be a guy that is full of mystery that no one can fully understand me, I'm a person that know what he wants and what he don't want...and that I'm a quiet person that talks when I'm suppose to.......(when I read this part...the first person that came into my mind is TWK). Aside the whole mystery part...the others are completely a load of crap.....I'm a quiet person.....seriously....it is a complete joke....and then the part about me that always knows what I want...that is ridiculous....that is so not me....I don't really know what I want....I am spending all my time trying to figure that out. I'm weak that easily influence by the others. Right now....I'm in my nineteen....and I'm trying my best and fighting like hell....to make all my puzzle pieces to be beautiful....putting those puzzle together and hope that the final picture is something great......To tell you the truth......day by day I'm busting my ass to be extraordinary...to be someone that stand out among the others...to be someone that did something great so that people will remember me by that....and not be forgotten...but no matter how hard I try.....I still feel that I'm insignificant.....You guys are probably thinking..."Dude you think too much"..... perhaps you are right.....maybe I AM thinking too much....when I tell people that I want to do mass comm...their respond would definitely be 'WHAT ARE YOU DOIN IN BIO CLASS'......SERIOUSLY I ask myself that question too...I wanted to do mass comm then I should be in art stream and I don't have to work so hard......let me tell you a secret.....actually before deciding to do mass comm...I actually though of becoming a surgeon...a trauma surgeon...because I Really like those medical term....'Craniotomy'......'V-fib'.....'laceration'....'cardiac arrest' all these words sound so cool and also the adrenaline rush I get when I'm doin a case (during St. John) although the cse is very minor and not really being handle by me but...the whole time I was there...the excitement and all the adrenaline running through my bloodstream...the feeling is so so so good....but I know that I dont have what it takes to be a surgeon... because I'm not hardworking, I dont have the skill and brain....and i don't do well under pressure.......and the only way for me to get that feeling again is through mass comm.....when managing an event.......After reading all this....Do I sound like a guy that know what he wants?

June 2009

2009-06-20T08:11:00.000-07:00

This month so far is a hell of a month.....and I meant it in a good way.....on the first day of the two weeks holiday right after the horrible mid-term exam.......I went to Sunway Pyramid with Alford and we spend like two hours talking at Kim Gary and at also I met Angeline hahahhah when I saw her....my impulses started to kicks in....we were like a metre apart and she was crowded by her friend and I was pointing at here and shout Angeline.....and when she did the same thing too hahahahaha gosh we are crazy man.....and then on the 12th is Alford's Loreal modelling competition thingy at Zouk..but I miss it...haiz...anyway...Alford althought u didnt win but to me you will always be the winner BWUAHAHAHAHAHAHAH......then on the 13th I went to the ACS LIAN YI HUI and I have a fun....I was so happy when I saw kiwi.....and I got all HIGH during Kiwi's sketch......especially when is Linda's que......hahahahahah (Linda I catch ur embarressing moment on video)......then after the holiday....the orientation week for the lower 6 bwuahahahahah I am not goin on with the detail but I'm going to talk about the ending...because it is the BEST ending for the OW....ALL SENIORS GOT SO HIGH WHEN THE LOWER 6 PERFORM.......moment like when we BOOO those junior....when Heng Chuan went up on stage and back us up......and many more....and the slide show is undescribable. Neway the Lian YI and the Ending of OW make me realise that how YOUTH can be such an important think on live that we sometimes just let it slip away.....and it also make me realised that how much I want to do MASS COMM

pUrE

2009-06-20T02:52:00.000-07:00

A feeling, a word, caused by an act from the past, haunted by it everyday........What is it?

cHaSe

2009-06-12T08:17:00.000-07:00

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Random Pictures

2009-06-07T08:22:00.000-07:00

The COLOSSEUM...A LEGO MODEL

The crowd before Lee Hom's Musicman concert

The books I bought at the International Bookfair

The maxis iPHONE EVENT...NOTE THE 'COOP' AT THE MIDDLE

My dream of becoming an emcee for any event

The road that brings alot of memory

Joyce SS with my phone

Sleepy head

Beautiful flare

Something to memorize...Wai Mun's beautiful penmanship

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I'm Stupid

2009-05-30T00:39:00.000-07:00

I would say that I am the most stupid person that ever exist in this world......all those feelings that I have.....all those emotion I'm going through.....all those crap are just me.....I am the only one who feeling it and I'm the only one give a crap

Where will we go?

2009-05-29T08:18:00.000-07:00

There's a question that have always been in our mind, where will we go after we died?.....Christian said that we either go to heaven or hell.....Buddhist view is that we will go through the '6 path' and reincarnate........so actually where will we really go to if we died.......To speak scientifically, heaven and hell and the reincarnation thing seems like a fiction.....but we still believe it....we still believe that after we die.....we are goin to heaven or hell eventhough it is not scientifically proven......but we still believe it or else we might go nuts.....imagine that there are no such thing as heaven and hell and the reincarnate thing....and after we died.....thats it...thats the end...all those journey you have just end like that......like you ar goin to a long sleep...you cant think, you cant dream, you cant see, you cant even feel your body.....as if the feeling of your existance disappear..........its scary......reli reli scary....it is so scary that we rather believe that the presence of heaven.....or even becoe a ghost because at the very least....we know that our ourney notend just like that

Grey's Anatomy Season 5 Finale

2009-05-24T07:37:00.000-07:00

OKAY....SEASON 5 FINALE....a total heartbreaker man.......it divide to two part like the past season finale......the first part is not really the climax part.....Izzie is having dilemma whether she should take the surgery that could take away the cancer on her brain but have a high chance of losing all her memory....and then blah blah blah....neway....the first part is not teh climax...the second part is......I can't tell you the detail because I'm so high right now......you have to watch it yourself...so Ill just give you people a heads up....Mer and Derek got married....Owen and Cristina back together, Lexie and Mcsteamy are giving each other a cold shoulder because Lexie turn down Mcsteamy for asking her to live with her.....and then Bailey got divorced...and another thing......GEORGE OMALLEY...THE 007 join the army....neway...when george told bailey....OMG that is the most funniest scene....especially when Bailey Yells....hahaha YOU GOTTA LOVE HER....neway...the climax....still remember that a couple of months ago...rumours are flying that they are going to cut out George and Izzie of the show....and NOW.....the rumors might be true......IZZIE...she decided to take the surgery and sign the DNR (Do Not Resuscitate) and the very moment that she regain her memory after the surgery, when Alex was hugging her...she suffer from hyperkalemia.....Cristina, the Chief and Bailey was there.....and they were like waiting and do nothing...becuz Izzie sign the DNR...but Alex kept doin CPR...then few intense minutes later...the Chief yells 'Screw the DNR' and they start rescuing her and Alex was weeping at the side watching them.

George....he was involve in a car accident that...she savesd a girl from being hit y a truck and was drag by the truck for dunnoe how many blocks...and causes him multiple injuries and his facial bone fracture that causes him to be inrecognisable.....and everybody calling him John Doe......its irony actually becuz there's a scene that Owen Callie Mer was treating George (tehy still dunnoe is him) and the suddenly Bailey barged in and start yelling at Owen for making George join the army...and there were constant yelling of george names and none of them realised that the john doe that they are treating GEORGE....then his identity was discovered at the very very very nd of the episode when Mer was alone with him....george wrote 007 in Mer's hand...thats why she noes....and she was so stunned and she ran to Derek, Owen and Callie to tell them and at the exact moment.....George hearts stop beating and they rush him to surgery.......

The end of the episode is sad too....Izzie was wearing the prom dress that she wore when denny died...and she too was taking the lift...but when the lift open......George is right in front of her wearing an army uniform.......

The morale of the episode....Life is short and unexpected....say whatever want to say while you still can.....life is unpredictable....like george....one day he was walking on the street and the next he was fighting to stay alive.

Life is beautiful

2009-05-22T09:02:00.000-07:00

After 'Hear You Me' by "Jimmy Eat World' I have found another song that really makes me feels good when I'm feeling sad....when I'm in my dark place.......'Life is Beautiful' by 'Vega 4'......I first come across with this song at Grey's Anatomy...which episode that I've forgotten anyway.......and don;t how to explain this...but this song is great....the music and the lyric....its good no its GREAT

Lyrics
life is beautiful
we live until we die

when you run into my arms
we steal a perfect moment
Let the monsters see you smile (I'm not sure about this one)
let them see you smile
and do i hold you too tightly
when will the hurt kick in

life is beautiful
but it's complicated
we barely make it
we don't need to understand
there are miracles
miracles

your life is beautiful
our hearts they beat and break
when you run away from harm
will you run back into my arms
like you did when you were young
will you come back to me
and i will hold you tightly
when the hurting kicks in

life is beautiful
but it's complicated
we barely make it
we don't need to understand
there are miracles
miracles

stand where you are
we let all these moments pass us by

it's amazing where i'm standing
there's a lot left we can give

this is ours just for a moment
there's a lot left we can give

it's amazing where i'm standing
there's a lot left we can give

this is ours just for a moment
there's a lot left we can give

Random

2009-05-22T08:45:00.000-07:00

Hey people.....I'm so screwed man.....by the way this is just a random post cuz I'm reli bored right now....I'm so screwed man....this week is my mid term exam and I am not doing my very best....haiz....I'm so not going to get a good result and who's fault is that....is my damn bloody fault of course.......didn't study early early and keep playing and fooling around......and during the exam week I' still procrastinating, playing pc...idling and doing crap haiz.........but nevermindlah.....what done is done "May this exam be a motivation for me to strive harder" hahahahahaha neway....today fri....no exam....only 2 class have paper today...so no one went to school today including me bwuahahahahahaa hey don't judge me....who would go to school hahahaha....by the way a day off...definitely is a time for some R & R to prepare for next week...the final examination week WOOOT WOOOT neway....my R & R...woke up around 9.30 am.....the most late that I've ever woken up....then sitting on the sofa and do nothing......check the net......found out that today at 11.20am cinema showing Monster Vs Alien....so pick up my car key and BROOOM there I go...manatau reach there edi oni found out that...the show actually start 11.20PM not AM....I made a mistake haiz....nevermind loh....then I ask that lady wat is showing now...then she told me Battle for Terra...so I bought the ticket and a popcorn (my breakfast) then reached ROOM 8.....when in there and I was SHOCKED...NONO...DUMBFOUNDED because I was freaking alone.....the ENTIRE ROOM....THAT PARTICULAR MOVIE.........THERE ARE ONLY JUST ONE AUDIENCE....ADN THATS ME.....COOLLLLLNESSSS man I am so freaking relax....I put my legs up on the seat infront of me....put my popcorn at the seat beside me....Bwuahahahaha I OWN THE PLACE....but I am so stupid to not take a picture of it haiz.......so thats all for my post today

Reunion

2009-05-02T09:48:00.000-07:00

I never realy understand....when Ueki was given the blank talent....he choose the talent to reunite with friends.....i don't get it...you have given a chance to gain a talent of your choice like running, smart, fly and stuff like that...but he chose a talent to reunite with friends.....I mean what the hell is he thinking.....but then I truly understand now......few days ago I met an old friend of mine Chee Kian twice in a week....wow believe me when I say this...the feeling of meeting him is excellent.....

I went to KP last saturday right after my MUET exam.....to watch Fish Leung kononnya....anyway....Chee Kian was working at there too.....and when he saw me.....his cute facial expression and his smile....gosh....I miss that so much.....and the second time is on wednesday at Aeon BKT TINGGI.....and again his cute facial expression and smile.....haiz.......after that day....I can't stop smilling....I never thought that meeting n old friend would cause such an impact on me.

Damn....that got me fuzzy and pink all of the sudden and wish that I can see Keik wee, Kian fei, Seh Kiat, Melvin, Caren, Taufik, Tan Sri, Wai Chong, Miki, Mun Mun, Ellen, Shen Lee, Hui Sin, Lih Jia, and Yi min.....Alford? well who cares abt him...he always come and kacau me all the time haiz......hahahahahaha

What is your name?

2009-05-01T08:44:00.000-07:00

Don't ask me how do i do and please don't ask me what do I feel cuz.....I'm not even sure myself.....I'm mad, sad, secluded, weird, abandon, ignored, annoyed and invincible all at the same time. I'm not in my dark place.....its worst than being in my dark place......becuz....if I am in my dark place.....at the very least....I still able to name it.....but now...this feeling that I have....I can't even name it......I have no idea what is it........Dammit What is your name?

Greatest Fear

2009-04-30T21:30:00.000-07:00

Day by day I afraid that the next time we met....all i get is just a nod and then walkaway.......

HEY PEOPLE

2009-04-30T00:55:00.001-07:00

HEY PEOPLE.....this blog.......will be on hiatus for a while due to the upcoming exam.......but I will still post emo post hahahahaha

I believe

2009-04-30T00:42:00.000-07:00

I myself is not really a religious person....its not that I don't believe them its just I believe that......everything happen for a reason......i believe that life is like a game and fate will always be the winner.......I believe that all human in this world are fighting a losing battle with the darkness within call 'ALONE' and I believe in karma......

Stress

2009-04-19T02:15:00.000-07:00

DAMMIT my head is exploding....blood is gushing out.....and all the brain juice are splatter all around....both of my arms forcefully torn apart....and my stomach burst open and all my intestine start flying here and there.....my eyes pop out of my head and my heart implode........people.....don worry I am not crazy....this is just one of them symptoms of overly stress...hallucination and constant blabbering of stuff that doesn't really make sense.........haiz....damn stress lately.....people are expecting something from me.....Pn. Ang...kept telling me that she expect me to get 4 A's....and so did Pn. Mashitah.....haiz......and Pn Zaleha, Pn. Noor fatihah was worrying about me becoz...my marks went down....I hate to let Pn Shahniza down.....and damn it I was barely surviving in math and chemy....darn it darn it darn it....math chemy and bio test are starting next week and I am seriously not ready.....my trigo is inconsistent and my 3d problems is goin down the drain....ionic equilibrium is driving me nuts......and don even get me started about bio........I'M DOOOOOOOMMMMMMMM.....haiz...what worse is that I can't concentrate.......i need a study place STAT.....I mean i need a comfy place with no distraction and NO PC............darn it......right now I'm so pissed at myself.....for not work harder......and I cat wait for the lower six to come.....once they enter school....I'm gonna throw my els thing and koperasi thing to them and then I can't fully concentrate on my studies....DAMMMMMMMNNNNNN

Fate

2009-04-14T06:29:00.000-07:00

The Threads of Fate.....if it is there...no matter how hard you try to break it....it will still be there...however if its not there..no matter how hard you try...it is still not going to be there

Shrouded By Mist Case 2

2009-04-10T06:19:00.000-07:00

That day was the most happiest day of my life.....I was so happy I cant sleep that night...my blood and my brain is overly pumped with adrenaline.....and the day after that...I was still very very very very happy....but after awhile.....those happiness seems so sureal.....its like an illusion that the 'someone' made to freaking trick me....everything seems like an illusion

Shrouded By Mist Case 1

2009-04-10T06:05:00.000-07:00

' Are you truly happy in all those happy moment you have? Are they just a simple illusion?'

That day, I asked myself.....am I really happy?...because.....I mean....its weird....is not like usual...Are you reli happy?...I have no idea.....I don't dare to believe my intuition and when I look at the pic....I felt nothing....i doesn't do what it suppose to do....the pic seems like an illusion.... I was shrouded by mist.....can't see anything ahead.....everything is unclear......I don dare to move.

A tune in my head

2009-03-26T05:20:00.000-07:00

Suddenly out of no where...there is a tune in my head...it is a bit reminising...and funny at the same time hahahahahahhaa......it goes something like this:

Company Charlie's hot to go,
H.O.T.T.O.G.O,
NGAUMMMMMM,
Its hot to go,
NGAUMMMMM,
T.O.G.O,
NGAUMMMMM.

hahahahha some people might have absolutely no idea what did I say just now....but to some may know what I am talking about hahahahahaha

Grey's Anatomy

2009-03-21T07:26:00.000-07:00

Ok...I just finish watching Grey's Anatomy Season 5 Episode 18 entitle 'Stand By Me' It was the most anticipated episode in the century because on the ending of the previous episode, Izzie told Cristina about her having Stage 4 Metastatic Melanoma which spread to her liver, skin and brain and her survival rate its only 5 %. After I have watched this episode, no....WHILE I WAS WATCHING THIS EPISODE....I am feeling alot alot alot of different kind of feeling.....I felt sad, regret, goosebump, anxious, and a whole lot of feeling that I don't think there is any word for it. Okay where do I start.........OK during the entire episode....I was so anxious and my heart was beating so fast.....wondering when will Izzie going to tell Meredith and the others about her cancer.....I always thought she will be the one who break it to them...but it turns out to be Cristina......Cristina believes that Izzie needs help.....help from friends that ot just she herself can give......so during Cristina first ever 'Solo Surgery' before she take the scapel.....she told Alex and Bailey which both also present at the OR.....when Cristina told them.......my heart skipped a beat....and the expression on Bailey and Alex definitely give me the chill........I believe that is the Climax of the entire episode but other than that...there is also a lot of parts in this episode that touches my heart and give me the goosebumps. For example, the part where Callie told Derek about her killing her patient because of her mistake......the story touches me...and somehow I able to understand how she and Derek feels.......I mean how will you feel if your single mistakes kill a person...and what worse how will you face their love one.....and how will you face yourself. Other than that, the part where a patient 'David Young' that was getting a face transplant...that lost his face in a car accident, kick out all his friends (which they met online and never saw his face) because he don't want them to see his ugly face....Lexie convincing him to let his friend see him....and the part where his friend finally see his 'ugly' face and told him that they don't care and one of them kiss his cheek and when they show him his new face after the surgery......ALL OF THESE PART GAVE ME UNSTOPPABLE GOOSEBUMP, and what touch me the most is when EVERYBODY Bailey, The Chief, George, Alex, Cristina, and Meredith helps Izzie.......be by her side.....face the cancer TOGETHER.

Happy Anniversary

2009-03-18T04:53:00.000-07:00

Today its the 18th of March....exactly a year before...faith brought me to Kem Bakau Resort and faith led me to meet a bunch of wondefrul wonderful wonderful people....and faith let me make friends with all those wonderful people.....so on this post...I just want to say Happy Anniversary and I will always remember you guys althought we are all seperated right now.....and I believe that someday....faith is going to bring us together again.....hahahahah I noe...its lame and cheezy hahahaha

Pictures

2009-03-16T08:16:00.000-07:00

As a new adventure begins..new happy memories are made, and new pictures are taken. The old ones are taken down...one by one being replace by the new one.....being put at the very back of the book....only flip back and take a look once in a blue moon.....and as YEARS goes by, the old ones are not going to be there anymore but lost in those passing time.......That is my greatest fear, that is my tragedy.....to be forgotten.....or to be that 'some random guy' that my name are not important......I know...I sound a bit selfish and a bit whiny......I realised that myself....to be not forgotten....all I need to do is just take a chance.....take the initiative to do soething to be remembered.....as the matter of fact....I am doing it right now....fighting a hell of a battle with time.....but.....I still able to feel this selfish feeling all the time.

Random

2009-03-14T08:45:00.001-07:00

To meet someone is a gift from faith, to able to be friends is one of a million chance...cherish the relationship between 2 human....because it is not easy to meet each other althought they are in the same place.....and it is much harder to become friends

Discussion Topic

2009-03-06T04:39:00.000-08:00

Here is a topic that I would like to open to you guys for discussion.....tell me what do you think once you read this

Sometimes not knowing something, or not know too much is better than knowing everything

Note-This sentence is not talking about education stuff.....we need to noe a lot in our studies.....this sentence is talking about gossips....

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2009-03-06T04:35:00.000-08:00

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CHECK 3

How many check do I need to really get through my head.......to freaking let go

A Storm is coming

2009-03-04T00:05:00.000-08:00

Haiz I know I promised to myself and some of my friends that not to post anymore emo post....but dammit.....I need to post this.....Do you still remember my previous post about how February hates me....there was part that I said I have a feeling that a storm is coming....well today I felt it again...and the feeling is getting stronger and intense.....I know it....a storm is coming....and its not a normal storm.....it is the storm that causes by my stupidity and it strikes like a thunder....unexpected, fast, and fatal at the same time and like domino's when one was struck down...others will follow.....some people might ask, what kind of 'FEELING' is that?....I can't really put it into words......but all I can say is that.....I felt that people around me are acting strangely.......and their behaviour somehow makes me feel invincible, transparent....that I'm nothing, nobody that my very existence is insignificant.....that if one day I were to lost and disappear.....no one would noticed.....no one.....and because of this feeling of emptiness and insignificance will always causes me to do stupid stuff, make stupid decisions, and act irrationally...and all that is the cause of storm........and that's the feeling that I have today and couple of days ago and this is the reason I said a storm is coming......It happens before, I mean the feeling and the storm...it happens 2 years ago and I was damaged.....greatly damaged and I still carry the scar from that storm......hahahahahah all of you are thinking that I think too much....or I am just paranoid...well maybe I am...but still the feeling is choking me......anyway......I am not going to make the same mistakes like last time....the game plan would be to pretend nothing happen, ignore those feeling and think positive......and DO NOT DO SOMETHING STUPID

Some Pics

2009-02-28T00:42:00.000-08:00

Pic taken from Comic Fiesta 2008

Tifa Cosplay

Figurine...handmade

Me and Lin...my best pal

Emoing

Coolness

Ahli Lembaga Koperasi 2008/2009

Bondhi Night...JJ me and Coffee-min

Hahahahah all those sweet people....especially the one with the blue shirt

Me, Hiew Li Chan and Jun Xiang

Does this darkness have a name?

2009-02-28T00:39:00.000-08:00

Does this darkness have a name?.....This hatred......this unbearable jealously.....and the chill that ripped open my heart.....Does this darkness have a name?